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| Toki (profile) wrote, on 10-6-2003 at 12:53am | |
| Current mood: happy Subject: Happiness |
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| Well, Yes, Happiness. Went to Ash's party tonight. Wooo...it was fun. My butt's cold though. Like frozen numbish cold. Lol, I know you really wanted to know that. So I found out something tonight. Life will go on. I can move on from the bad stuff and onto good stuff. I don't know, I'm tired of being sad and lonely. And well, even if I keep wishing he'd break up with her and come back to me..that's just wishing, and you can wish and wish and wish, and it may never come true. The only way to change things is to take action. But in this situation, I can't do that. So time to face reality. He's gone from that part of my life. I still like him, I mean he was my first "boyfriend", but I'm over the "Omg, I'm gonna die if I don't have him back" stage. I made a mistake, and I know there'll be more guys in the future, and I'll never make the same mistakes. Creepy how horoscopes can tell you the reality of things sometimes lol. I dunno...If you want to know more, ask me. Maybe I'll tell you. +-+Toki+-+ |
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mudpiegrl | la la la, 10-10-03 5:48pm its funny how you sooo badly want to forget your first boyfirend,but you will always sort of like him...and your first love too...but i think you hold the same special spot in your heart for all those you hold dear. and although you get older and loose and gain friends/bf/gf/whomever else...you always remember them for what the taught you. and you first bf and your first love teach you how to have a different kind of relationship than friends, and in your case, he taught you to treasure what you had, and also try to talk to him about it?
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