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| DayDream (profile) wrote, on 9-21-2002 at 9:00am | |
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| "Hey Chris, it's Allie." "Uh, hey." "Yea, hi. Hey would you wanna do something sometime this weekend?" "Uhh sure." "Alright, cool. Well I have to go out with my mom this afternoon but should i call you when i get home?" "Uhh, sure." Awkwardness. "Um, ok then. I'll talk to you later." "uh, yea. See ya." Sigh. Chris Webster. He's such a...boy. I went shopping with my mom, she felt like spending money, always a plus. She's also now encouraging me to date. I think she's just scared i'm going to turn into someone who never goes out and just stays in their rooms all the time. I went out last night. Spartan Fest. Wow, that's just...well, i don't know what you would call it. I left early. I suppose i tried to look nice and it was just driving me crazy. Ariel was there, God she's a barbie. Gorgeous, but a Barbie. I saw Joel too, we both looked at eachother and he smiled, but then this chick Casey pulled him away and engulfed his face with her mouth. I laughed and walked away. I did run into Meg though, thankfully. It was cool seeing her, she put me in a good mood for a little while. Kate however, made me want to scream. But, she usually has that effect so I got over it. Skipping through, i left early and came home and just felt like crying. It seems like whenever I go to things like "Spartan Fest" or some mixer it reminds me of what i'll never be, or can never have. Though, i don't really want to walk around looking like everyone else, being ignored isn't to peachy either. On the way home Mom stopped and got me some ice cream, always a plus...i felt bad after i ate it though. I had called Chris before i left to see if he wanted to catch a movie or something but he wasn't home. (that's why i went to Spartan Fest) I got home and saw his name on the caller ID and just couldn't stop smiling. I felt like i used to when i would see his name on my phone. I felt like we were together again. I have to laugh at myself, i sound like some crazed girl, but it was just nice knowing that maybe he wanted to talk to me again. Though, after the 4th i can't imagine him ever wanting to talk to me again...but he is a strange child. So i called him back this afternoon and that's where our conversation happened, if you could call it that. I got home, called him back, no answer. I left a message around 5...it's now almost 9:15 and i haven't heard from him. I suppose on an upside i got almost all my homework done so maybe i can shoot for tomorrow, we'll see. Steve said he wanted to hang out...i just might have to give him a call. So all in all these past two days went down like this: -Called Chris...twice. -Actually spoke to him once. -Got a new pair of pants, a dress, a shirt, and some Birks...(yea, yea they're Birks. But they're comfy as hell.) -Went to a festival of football players, preps, and bohemian Abercrombie products with the occasional loner mixed in here and there. At the moment there's some jazz music deal going on in Webster, i heard the fireworks earlier and now i can hear the music playing. Sarah just signed on, but she's not actually there. We've grown fairly distant and i really don't know why. I think i'm going to go up there for a while in January considering school was basically canceled that entire month. Right now i think i'm going to head to the kitchen and try to find some chow. Oh God, now there's some guy butchering a Beatles classic...make it stop... "...as for me I wish i that i was anywhere, with anyone making out..." that would be nice too. |
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imation | 09-22-02 12:16pm the distant-ish is killing me.... i feel it too. but i always feel it about everyone i don't see everyday because its like we're missing something... |
DayDream | Re:, 09-22-02 1:25pm Yea, well. What Pray Tel, should we do about it? |
imation | Re: Re:, 09-22-02 4:03pm well. i don't know, shorten the distant. keep in touch better. we're not so good at that, i've learned. or maybe, i'm just not so good at that. ..on a different note... i think i might stop smoking for awhile. i'm not so sure yet, it might just be the extreme boredom talking, or the sickness talking... but maybe till new years or something. i think that's a good plan. i don't know. definately once swimming starts for competition i'd have to. |
DayDream | Re: Re: Re:, 09-22-02 9:36pm Yea, good call. I remember when we used to write eachother EVERY day atleast twice. Hmm...what happened? I suppose that's my fault as well. I'm coming to live with you for a little while in january...it'll be good.
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snickerslickers88 | 09-22-02 12:33pm gotta love the birks dude, i'm getting some hopefully today. i had fun last night how about you? |
DayDream | Re:, 09-22-02 1:27pm Yea, last night was definitely festive. I really needed to get out of the house. Thanks for callin, hah i really wish we would have ran into Mr. PAR TAY...it woulda been classic. I would have liked to warn that chick he was with about how evil he can be. Heh, well, hope you get your kicks, and call me...we should go to the Loop... |