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spinoangel (profile) wrote,
on 10-21-2003 at 6:20pm
Current mood: tired
Music: mandy moore - "crush"
Subject: naps are bad.
duuuude. my nap was bad. it felt good when i took it but now i'm like uuuggggggggggh and i hurt and ache. dammit. why don't i ever listen to myself? remember when i said i would never ever take naps again? well... i guess i needed it. to calm myself down? i didn't dream, i dont think. it wasnt a deep sleep, and you know that leads to bad feelings in the head. i walked home in the hot sun shower. it was alright, i told my story in my away message and people felt bad for me, but i didnt need sympathy. it was nice anyways. my mom brought home a pair of cordoruy pants home from the gap and like she asked if i wanted them and i tried em on and they were tight and it made me feel even worse... stomach hurts! i was like "did u try em on?!" and my mom is like "they barely fit me" ... i said "then how did you think they were gonna fit me?!!" the woman wants me to be skinnier, but that's not gonna happen.
<380s<3

i know i should tell you how i feel. i wish everyone would disappear.
i'm too shy to say, i got a crush on you. i hope you feel the way that i do.
i get a rush when i'm with you. you know i'm the one that you can talk to.
sometimes you tell me things that i dont wanna know. i just wanna hold you
you say exactly how you feel about her.
i wonder could you ever think of me that way?
i got a crush on you. you say everything that no one says.
i feel everything that you're afraid to feel.
i will always want you. i will always love you.
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pinkyfers

10-21-03 6:50pm

wow...as much as i hate to admit it i <33333 that song...theres a story behind it to...remind me to tell you in english

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alwaysfalling

10-21-03 7:59pm

i wanna be with you.

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karit_top

10-21-03 10:17pm

hehe you even told me that you wouldnt take a nap unless it was neccisary. hehe. well hope everything turns out right. have fun at life and see you on the flip side.

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