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sugarmouse0587 (profile) wrote,
on 10-28-2003 at 2:46pm
i hate thinking about it. it was last winter and it still upsets me. i am scared for alice. she deserves much better. thinking about it ruins my whole day.

and as i sit here with that feeling that i'm going to start that kind of coughing that turns into sobs i feel gratitute for hilary because she's so purely sweet and nice.

and the more i go to church the more i question my religion and the more i just want to live live live without guidelines. i believe in god. but i want to enjoy what he gave me instead of being bogged down by rules. does that sound wrong?


and i think i had a dream that things were okay again. but they're not. and i feel helpless about the whole thing. i'm sick of waiting.


i also feel really sorry for mrs. hansen. she gets stuck with all of these annoying people all the time. no one listens to her. it's really kind of a difficult class. it's so frustrating because everyone is so dumb.

.grood.
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.j.e.s.s.

10-28-03 3:21pm

i dont really know what you're talking about but... <3 <3 <3!!!

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holiday

:), 10-28-03 3:54pm

Beans, I love you. You are a great person, and everything that's been bugging you will work out. I know what you mean about the whole religion thing. That's exactly how I feel too. I think that's what god would want, is for us to enjoy life. And there really are too many dumb people in the world. We need to be tall and merciless and destroy San Antonio.
SARAH I <3 YOU!!!

.ahhh my skin!.

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sugarmouse0587

Re: :), 10-28-03 7:29pm

let's get yogurt!

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holiday

Re: Re: :), 10-28-03 8:43pm

i got jimmies.

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spud

10-29-03 8:58pm

golly beans, how do you do it?

you're so absolutely right. and to think of how long i've been trying to say it; and failing so miserably.

keep reading. keep talking. and i'll keep adniring your wondrous gift -- albeit with a twinge of jealousy, but still.

it has been wrong lately. i totally agree.

and i'm having an equally difficult time getting it back... in fact, i doubt i ever will.

but better, at least.

here's to hope...

*finishes three spring rolls*

cheers.

...my stomach lining!

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sugarmouse0587

Re:, 10-29-03 9:47pm

i'm not sure what you're talking about. could you enlighten me?

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spud

Re: Re:, 10-30-03 3:12pm

i was talking about your whole religion thing, and how nothing feels right.

you just have this ability to say things so accurately, yet simply.

i don't know how you do it.

that was all.

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holiday

Re: Re: Re:, 10-30-03 4:24pm

I agree. You do.
And...
I forgot to tell you, on saturday,
for the first time ever,
I had...


SPRING ROLLS!!!
It's true.

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