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| eragedbluerat (profile) wrote, on 11-4-2003 at 10:36pm | |
| Music: Fuel-Sunburn Subject: If I can't find my way Back to me |
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| "Sunburn" The sky was dark this morning Not a bird in the trees And silence hung suspicious and anxious Like a blanket covered scream And you were gone You were not there for me And I cursed the sky and begged the sun to Fall all over me This life's not living, baby Living ain't free If I can't find my way back to me Let the sun fall down over me Let the sun fall down All my friends are searching Quiet, desperately Look into their eyes you'll see the faithless crying Save me, save me, save me And what are they to feel And who are they to be And what am I to do with, do with me, but let the sun Fall all over me This life's not living, baby Living ain't free If I can't find my way back to me Let the sun fall down over me Let the sun fall down Until my eyes cry out 'Til my head is free from doubt 'Til my lungs sigh right out 'Til I'm wiser Let the sun Fall all over me This life's not living, baby Living ain't free If I can't find my way back to me Let the sun fall down over me Let the sun fall down For any of you that haven't noticed, i go threw swings. My life is a roller coaster. Everything n my life could be going right. I should be happy. But i'm not. I dont know why that happens, but it does. And guess what mood i'm in now. That's right. I'm in that mood where if i think im going to cry, i wont. If i dont want to cry, or find any way to let out my pain. I will. Where. The slightest thing will make all my emotions go crazy. I think i have PMS. Pussy Matt Syndrome. I feel like such a waste. I dont want ot bother. And i know i have said this all before. Many times over. But my friend Jon is so happy. He has a girlfriend now. Lucky bastard. And she sounds really amzing. He's so happy. It's his first gf that i know of. But as much as i want him to be happy. I hate him becuase he has what i want. No not Danielle. I mean happiness. A girlfriend. That person you can talk to and be happy with. I need a source of joy. Anyway, Go jon. I really am happy for you. O Heaven help me. I need it. I hope your listening big guy. I could really use some help down here. ~BOYER |
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evilgirl28666 | 11-05-03 4:48pm "He has a girlfriend now. Lucky bastard. And she sounds really amzing. He's so happy...But as much as i want him to be happy. I hate him becuase he has what i want...I mean happiness."
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eragedbluerat | Re:, 11-05-03 4:53pm Surely |
eragedbluerat | Re: Re:, 11-05-03 4:54pm That last comment was made by:
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| evilgirl28666 | Re: Re:, 11-05-03 4:55pm Surely??
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eragedbluerat | Re: Re: Re:, 11-05-03 6:25pm yup |
dirt-vixen21 | Some Words..., 11-07-03 11:20am You know...you're not the only one Boyer. After I broke up with the boyfriend that was my closest relationship ever...2 days after...he had a gf. And I couldn't be angry at him...because he needed someone who would make him happy...and I guess the relationship that we had wasn't making either of us happy. Relationships are so much more Matt. The fatc that a girl hasn't come around yet...makes you that much better. Girls realize that you're not just another guy. A lot of guys are just a toy for women...and obviously...women realize you aren't. And that's an extremeley good thing. You sounds like someone who has a heart...as opposed to most asses out there. Pride yourself on that. Yuo seem like a really cool person...and I as a girl respect you more for the kind of perosn you are...than the person you want to become. A girlfriend won't make you anyone...and unless you're with that person because you love them...hey....nothing is really going to change. Obviously you've had a relationship. It's a lot of work. Be happy. Walk around and enjoy life. There are people who would die to be single. When I broke up with my ex...I was sure that I wasn't going to enjoy being single...these last past few months that ass has been out of my life...have been the most free and exciting months of the year. I wasted 8 months of my life on that basturd. And I totally realize it was something to learn from. So never look back on life and regret it...just think of it as something you learned from...and move on. Always here to talk if you need to. *Love~D.V.~* |
eragedbluerat | Re: Some Words..., 11-07-03 11:13pm What you have to realize is that i have never been on a date in my life. Which is odd, i know. But i hate all the girls where i live. If i went on a date with any of them, it would be a waste of money. But i havehad 3 girlfriends. ALL AT CAMP. yes camp. But i dont think i should explain here. If you really want to know you can email me or im me. i dont mind explaining. But if you really want to understand my situation then i'll need to explain. so w/e. ttyl.
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S2Zeitgeist | 11-10-03 10:50pm Danielle is not currently and never was my girlfriend. |