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| sweetyas (profile) wrote, on 11-5-2003 at 10:57pm | |
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| I think im going to blow up. I dunno why, it just feels like it. Like im loosing friends (my arab amigas) like i cant relate to tehm anymore and i gave up on trying. Its like everytime i try to talk to them or saying anythign its like NO, i dont wanna talk to u. I was trying to talk to one of them online the other day, and i couldnt get a convo going, so i just gave up and i was like AHHH, and i blocked her. Its easier that way. Then teh other one just changed so much, before she was all like nice adn friendly but now shes turned into an evil bithc, and i dotn want to loose her as a friend. I think i already lost her but i cant do anything more, ill survive. OMG Khadijah's leaving, shes really going to california, im going to miss her so much. I havent takled to her much, but omg i mgoing to miss her and her sister. Shes someone who knows whats going on and isnt stupid. Knows right from wrong adn gets ppl personality but she doesnt always do the right thing. Im gonna miss her mucho. Ramadan started, i love this month. Its liek teh best time of the year, i just feel so 'clean'. i need to define my boundries. Yes, its a thought btu if i knwe what i wanted adn where i wanna go then wouldnt i make the right choice and not go through the whole thinking process? Um, lets start with friends. Have freinds but not "best friends" or ppl liek that cuz htey ALWAYS disappoint u one way or another. Guys: no need, ill just go to Iraq adn find a guy there. Religion: Be me, learn more about what i want ot learn, do the whole sunday school thing, adn TRY to pray 5 tiems a day on tiem. Work: go to work learn and come back. School: i want and need straight A's ( i shud do my lit h/w). Brother: I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. hes such a freaking jackass adn he knows it. Ppl r liek why do u let him treat u that way? I know him, hes not that bad. Ignore him maybe? no i cant do that, ive tried it never works. Just deal, fight when i have to fight, and ignore when i can ignore. Paretns: just listen to them, dont say what u think or believe ull get knocked down. HOuse: just clean what u want and dont celan what u dont want. Hmm, im probably missing osmething. i dotn feel like im going to explode anymore. PHEW. Ohh, i watched this islamic show, it was decent, i saw for like the fisrt tiem in my life a cute arab guy ( his nose was of decent proportions). One of the signs of the day of judgement is a rose in the sky. Well some people think they saw it, u guys have to be willing to see it. http://www.dr-umar-azam.com/aspects_of_islam/ | |
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sweetyas | The website, 11-06-03 12:30am Some of the other stuff on it is a bit farfetched, but i like the rose in the sky one. dont forget to read the lil commetn below it.
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