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| spinoangel (profile) wrote, on 10-20-2002 at 11:00am | |
| Current mood: not good Music: tonya mitchell - i dont wanna fall in love Subject: if i open up my heart to you... |
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| yesterday was an ok day... just kinda lonely... i went to this audition thingy for this talent company deal? i dunno how to xplain it, but i dont think they want me. oh well, that's their loss. last night i went to the movies to go see brown sugar [it was sooooo cute, so sweet] and i was with my momma waiting to go in... i saw these two kids my age, a guy and a girl on a date. the guy had his arm around her, keeping her warm and they were smiling and laughing and they were so cute and then he kissed her on the forehead, and i was just thinking "how come i cant have that? whats wrong with me" . i just want somebody to hold me... i don't have my guy, i've never had a guy that i wanted, there's never been a guy that i liked, that liked me back. and then of course leaving the movie at 11:30 all i could think about was all the couples at the homecoming dance! i bet they had a fun time... i think that today or tomorrow i'm just gonna flat out tell my guy how i feel about him. if he doesnt mind, then great. but if it makes him avoid me or something like that, then in vanessa's words, he's an ass. he doesn't know how much i like him! hardly anyone does. i dunno WHY i like him sooo much, but i do. i do. and i can't help it. i just can't give the feeling up. |
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kickass1157 | 10-20-02 2:41pm hey christina. you gotta love yourself first and foremost. :0) forget any crushes that come before yourself because you are the most important person to take care of. i do know how much you like him because that's exactly how i felt in summer school. then he kind of went away from me and i didn't feel that strongly about him. yay! you quoted my words and take those words girl! i need to go see a movie. maybe next weekend :0)
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spinoangel | Re:, 10-20-02 9:01pm i love you vanessa! thank god for my friends. i know you do, that's why i said *hardly* anyone knows... but how can i get him away from me? i cant NOT think about him! i do love myself, it's just... i dunno. it's hard... blah. |
| kickass1157 | Re: Re:, 10-21-02 6:01pm :0) i luff you too christina. i will be by your side... "i'll be there for you... i'll be there for you..." (friends theme). lol. if you ever need me, feel free to call. lol. maybe i'll call jus for the heck of it :0) |