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| eragedbluerat (profile) wrote, on 11-19-2003 at 5:14pm | |
| Current mood: I'm ok but a little frustrated Music: Yellowcard - Back Home Subject: Another sunny day |
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| Sorry for the lack of updating. It's been kinda crazy around here. Well that's what im telling everyone anyway. My grades are slipping. And that's an understatement. I got a 69 on a bio test, a 60 on an english test, a 60 on an algebra test, and ive been struggling to keep up on my Telecom work. Bouchard has been cutting me a lot of brakes. Finally today i told him my situation and i realized that someday I'm going to have to take responsibility for my actions, or in this case lack there of. So i told him that i appreciate the final extention to friday, but i can't be pampered anymore. I said that i will hand it to him that day or he can count it as a zero. I hate being pampered. I also hate being that kid that always needs more time. You know the one that can't finish work on time. Always turning HW in a day late. And he teachers end up giving them full credit. Well i have been turning in my HW, but that doesn't mean that this might cuase me to go down that road that i was on these past few years. I am not going to become that slacker again. I refuse to let it happen. But i'm not sure i can change my grades. I'm already on the verge of failing some of my classes. ALREADY!!! How is that possible. Even for me that's some record. Anyway on to other topics. Kelli's been upset the past few weeks. At least 1 day a week i notice that she's really depressed. I get her to smile and ask her what's wrong. Then she'll give this bullshit answer. I dont know. They may be right on some level. But i think there is something she's not telling me. I mean it's not like i think i have the right to know, but as a good friend of hers, you'd think that she might be able to trust me. I'm just worried about her i guess. My parents are flipping out on me on what seems to be a daily basis. For one reason or another i'm being harassed. My dad called home from some Planning Board meeting. I was online and he claimed he had been calling my sisters line for hours. I didnt hear it. My mom later said that she didnt hear it either. But anyway, i pick up the phone and he says, "where have you been. i've been calling for hours." "Sorry dad i was online and i didnt hear the phone ringing." "How could you not hear it?" "Sorry. i dont have the phone next to me. My bad dad. Sorry" "Damnit don't say sorry Matt. Have the damn phone next to you next time your online." (at this point i dont feel like taking his shit so i say the next comment very sarcastically) "Well dad i am so sorry. It's not my fualt that i forgot the phone. I'll rememebr it next time ok. Jeez. Why are you calling do you a ride home or something?" " No Matt. I don't need a God Damn thing." And then he hangs up. He comes home and i go downstairs. My mom had called me downstairs. I turn to her and i ask her, "What?" Apparently my dad thought i was being "snippy" as he likes to call it. So he made me apologze to my mom. "How dare you spek to your mom that way." I told my mom i was sorry. He says. "What are you apologizing for?" "I have absolutely noi idea." Then he explodes and my night was hell. GTG im cooking dinner. ~BOYER |
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dirt-vixen21 | Some advice?, 11-20-03 11:56am Hey Boyer...don't worry. I say just keep your head up..everything wil come around. As we've already talked about it in my journal..parents can be a pain in the ass. So can grades. It's okay that you're struggling..it just showns what you need to work on...and the fact that you notice shows you care...and thats proof that you're not like all the rest of the slackers. *smiles* About your friend who is depessed and withholding something from you...it's not because she doesn't trust you...it's because somewhere at this place in her life...she doesn't even trust herself. Keep being the good friend you re to her...and maybe she will come around...and if she dosen't...it's just personal. Your a good guy Boyer...don't be so hard on yourself. Love always~~DV |
| S2Zeitgeist | Re: Some advice?, 12-03-03 4:55pm LOL. My turn Matty boy. GROW SOME TESTACLES AND STOP WHINING!
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eragedbluerat | Re: Re: Some advice?, 12-07-03 6:41pm hey jon i have some testacles. Just becuase i write my problems down doesnt mean you any less of a man. But do u know what does make you less of a man. Doing this ^_^
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| S2Zeitgeist | Re: Re: Re: Some advice?, 12-16-03 6:24pm allright. well, i like doing that so deal with it. AND now i write my problems down, unfortunately, and i get a whole bunch of bs from you, hence, it is my turn. |
eragedbluerat | Re: Re: Re: Re: Some advice?, 12-16-03 7:33pm ok fine jon you can give your advice. But dont sit ther and tell me to "grow some testacles" becuase of my problems. The reason I give u so much bullshit, is becuase the "probles" u write down, arent problems. "I know that I screwed up with Danielle. I'm going to dedicate my life to finding out what it is." YOU DID NOTHING WRONG. LET IT GO. My problems are actual problems that i am not in any way blowing out of proportion or anything like that. So shut the hell up when it comes to my problems ok. I think you need the time to think up some of your own.
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