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| losttt (profile) wrote, on 10-23-2002 at 9:06pm | |
| Current mood: Perpetuating Nothingness |
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| Upon insightful thinking I have reached my own conjecture in that we are merely beings chosen to carry out the task of keeping the flame of humanity alit, never knowing or gaining any assurance as to why we do so. Always progressing backwards or regressing fowards. Essentially, we are perpetuating nothingness. Keeping alive the past and present because we have no higher task to take hold of. However, it is in this task that we divise a purpose of our existence. You may hear one state their purpose in life is to be a teacher, soldier, fireman, artist, model, fashion designer, musician, etc. In essance what are all of these voacations doing? Are they fighting fires or teaching or defending others or writing music because they have chosen the task themself? Or perhaps, the task has chosen them. While it is comforting to think that one has chosen their vocation based upon the liberty of choice in their mind, I have conjured a different conclusion. Take myself up to about a year ago for example. All my life, from infancy to present, i have been surrounded by airplanes. I have been taken on a sickening number of flights for someone my age. Put into cockpits, taken to airshows, shown countless videos and given more books and readings on airplanes than I could read. No wonder why up to a year ago i wanted to be a pilot. It's what i had been taught, shown, and put amongst me my whole life. Chosen by ideas i had formed due to this so called thing named "inspiration." I'd rather refer to it as imitation. Following something that isn't yours. People laying down the foundation of their life based upon another's life. Individuality is begininning to wither on the vine. People like to talk about the advent of robots and how great it would be. But they fail to realize that we are not making robots. In turn, we are becoming the them. goodnight. |
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punkrocktypisch | 10-23-02 9:42pm yeah but u actually liked flying. and u still have an interest in airplanes. its not only conformity but also interest. if you were never interested in it you wouldnt show that u were. for example, my cousin and i were put into dance at the same age...she stopped about 6 years ago when she was 8...when she realized she had a choice....and went on to soccer. you left airplanes but kept your interest...so its not only conformity and a world of robotics...its also the amount of love u have for a certain something. *winks* |
Anonymous | Re:, 10-24-02 5:47pm that amounts not for you. haha. |
losttt | 10-24-02 6:07pm ahh quiet down. you're dumb. why dont you break your life down into its most natural state. do you think if no one else danced you still would? because i bet you wouldn't. |
lastonyourlist | 10-28-02 1:56pm i applaud you sean, i sense you are slowly understanding non-dualism, without much external influence. |
losttt | Re:, 10-28-02 9:17pm thanks guy. perhaps i am. robots. too bad. |
Sabrina | hey, 10-28-02 7:43pm hey sean havent heard from you in a while so i thought id come check your journal..miss you! hope to talk to you soon!
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losttt | Re: hey, 10-28-02 9:19pm hey, i thought your computer blew up or something. hows life for you? |
| Sabrina | Re: Re: hey, 10-28-02 10:13pm Sean...you thought my computer blew up...*sniff i feel so loved..nothing happend wit my computer just abunch of crap happened and i had to delete my journal..lol life is going ok i guess..how bout you...you and heather ok? ...
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| heather | Re: Re: Re: hey, 10-29-02 4:25pm i know the question was for sean, but me and sean are good. i love him. |
losttt | 10-29-02 4:46pm thank you secretary mcmanus. |
| lastonyourlist | Re:, 10-30-02 2:24pm csi mcmanus |
| sabrina | Re:, 11-01-02 7:13pm hey hey sean...lol your too cute...you know i would like to talk to you besides in all these comments..if ya wanna talk email me or somfin..and for Heather..no im not hitting on him..but im glad you and him are doing ok :) lets hope he loves you as much as you love him :| goodluck..sean your awesome ill see you lata
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| sandimas | 11-20-02 7:44pm hey, what's up? you don't know me but i was reading your journal and i just thought i'd tell you what a great writer you are (as if you don't already know). you're a smart kid and i love the way you writew. good job.
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losttt | Re:, 11-23-02 5:04pm hey thanks. you're a nice girl katie. |
| sabrina | Re: Re:, 11-24-02 7:05pm how come we never talk n e more? |
losttt | Re: Re: Re:, 11-27-02 4:45pm ....i lost your email....email me if youd like |