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losttt (profile) wrote,
on 3-23-2002 at 11:11am
Current mood: crying (if that is a mood)
Subject: Breakup
I cried myself to sleep last night. I woke up crying. I've been crying ever since you left. I look at you and see the world, but you dont see it in me. There is an empty spot in my heart now, a spot in which you left. A spot so big, Im not sure i have a heart left to give. I don't know how i'm alive after all of these wounds. But I am. My g/f dumped me on the beach last night. I think she tried to let me down easy. But nothing could let me down easy from her. I thought I had FINALLY found someone to just be with, I had finally found someone who i truely liked alot, TRUELY felt for. I wanted this one to last. But she didn't feel that for me. I don't think she will ever know what she meant to me. She was the stars in my sky, she lit up my life. My stars went out last night. I only hope they someday will return. I don't know what the future holds for us Ashley, but as long as you're in it maybe things wont be too bad. Just maybe things will return. Maybe.
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myhandsdown

03-23-02 1:29pm

tear.

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Anonymous

Sean, 03-23-02 2:36pm

I heard from a dead man what happend...I just wanted to let you know I'm waiting for you...
Maybe you should consider it...just think about it...

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losttt

Re: Sean, 03-27-02 4:56pm

who is this?

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Anonymous

03-24-02 1:41am

i know how you feel that she is gone. but just be happy you still have her as a best friend. you know you did the same to someone else very close to me, except you wont even talk to her. You know in part how she feels right now. the things i read are the same as what she has told me. you were her star. i dont know you but i know alot.

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losttt

Re:, 03-27-02 4:57pm

who is this?

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 03-27-02 7:55pm

im not allowed to talk to you anymore i got yelled at by that person who is "very close to me" i was talking about up there, sorry...bye

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punkrocktypisch

Re: Re: Re:, 04-18-02 6:18am

yah sorry sean that was tash...shes gay she went on my name...

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whenthesunsets

best friends, 03-26-02 4:16pm

Sean you know i would never hurt you intentionaly. you mean so much to me and i will always be here. always. your my best friend and i trust you with everything. I <3 U. :) ~ Ashley

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Anonymous

03-29-02 3:06pm

dont worry~be happy, sean, just another girl thats all i gotta say. everything happens for a reason, so dont regret anything {which i kno you dont}

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losttt

Re:, 03-30-02 2:33pm

ok heather. lol your not anonomyous


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