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sportsgirl (profile) wrote,
on 11-30-2003 at 2:30pm
Current mood: aggravated
I HATE THE WORD CONFUSSED!!!!!!!! ARG.. alright sorry. i just feel like a complete dumbass right now. i was really stupid and i opened my mouth about something. and now its just like. SHIT WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING! i dont even know. i just thought i could say something. but i guess its ok in the end. cause everyone else is happy and that is what matters everyone else. But then why do i feel like i am just standing in an open field just waiting to get shot. *sigh* i think the worst thing of all is being in the dark. it sucks ass. but you know i am use to it. but with some people think that oh yeah well i can trust you with anything and yeah.. i guess that is some what wrong and... sorry for buggin all you wiht my problems. but i am just kind of feeling extremely stupid right now. and i mean more then normal. lol sorry need to laugh at myself here. umm.. well i dont know what else to say just had to write this down.
luv you all!
jess
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Shinigami

11-30-03 2:42pm

Good thing you wrote it down too. Don't bottle things up inside, it's not healthy. And I'm sorry, but I don't have any advise to give you.

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Angel_Bob

11-30-03 2:53pm

That's what we're here for. We're here to listen and we're here to help.

There's no such thing as bugging a friend

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threshershark

11-30-03 3:01pm

Jessie is the coolest girl
even though she thinks she's dumb
And if anybody thinks she is
Well then they're a bum

I'm sure she had a thing to say
but instead she only swore
she has some problems like us all
but at least she's not a... boar

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Shinigami

11-30-03 4:06pm

That was the most awesome poem I have ever read. ^_^

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Lavitz1985

Re:, 12-01-03 12:14am

Jess... If you need to talk, call my cell phone. Anytime you want. I don't care if it's 3:30 in the morning. Go for it. I can't give the number here due to the onlineness of this journal, but Kristy can give it to you. Or I'll call you can give it to you. Love ya hun.

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softballgirl3

12-01-03 8:11pm

It's ok to just let out your feelings and for the last time you are not stupid...you are a great friend and friends are always there for each other, so if you need to yell or talk or whatever i'm always here. You mean so much to me and your other friends and your never alone if you remember that.

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pamela

12-07-03 12:11am

huh? i'm confused, cuz apperently i know nothing of which you write, and maybe it's for the better, but oh well. i'm cold, that was just a tad bit random.

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