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| suspensionrings (profile) wrote, on 12-3-2003 at :18am | |
| "But instead of helping me to see I look around and it's like I'm blinded. I'm spinning out of control, out of control!" Nobody gets to see this. Blind for a reason. Blind them all instead. Blind them blind them blind them kill them all. They are all fools. Remember Dog. {but remembering kills it, I know the Truth now and it burns harder than acid, I can't stop throwing this lump up} Nobody gets to see Deadog. Nobody gets to see me. I am the wind I am the hand of God I am {useless. stupid. shut up.} {idiot. keeping it locked up doesn't make it better. you're just a poser. idiotidiotidiotidiot. you think this makes it any better? can't change what can't change. can't change yourself. can't change the god. can't change the lack of relation. fool, fool, fool, fool, fool. But wait, on the other hand . . . Wunderland. Right? Right? {i don't know anymore i feel like i'm crashing falling without falling it's too cold too cold too cold the boy who cried wolf godwhatisthis.} But. Well. I suppose effigy stands as a testement to herself. And a face for the others. Or not. I can't understand anything anymore. Falling falling aaagh. Aaagh. Aaagh. I had a point but I can't make it anymore. Wonder if I'm catching cold. Wonder if I can stand up. Falling falling falling falling {I'll hate this in an hour, I'll hate everything foreve, remember yourself as a fool, remember november hahahahahahaha fool} 27 is three times three times three. Divine. The sign for a gun is destruction. Turn it ninety degrees and it is peace, rapture, divinity, more than you can ever comphrehend. More than I can comphrehend. I am such a small, small child. I'll never have wings and it wouldn't bother me except that I can see you all who can already fly and it tears my insides outside onesideout. And if you think you see something in me. Then you are the biggest fool of all. {but on the other hand, no one does, it's all mirrors and smoke, the fool the fool the fool does it to itself. force of habit bad habit idiot.} No, wait. Seethe. hrrrr. Oh, well. |
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cutlip | 12-03-03 1:53am .you'vegotwings.
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suspensionrings | Re:, 12-03-03 2:19am Hss. They don't look up to me now. And if they do, they are fools and I desire to kick their teeth out for it.
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cutlip | Re: Re:, 12-04-03 1:51am There's an interesting thought; might people respect you even now for what you do?
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crowebasalt | 12-05-03 11:12am you.write=amazing.
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