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| sweetyas (profile) wrote, on 12-9-2003 at 11:58pm | |
| Current mood: tired Music: 1035 Subject: Crying |
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| Have you ever felt like you just need to cry? Just to change yourself, sort of to cleanse/clean your soul? Thats what i want and need to do right now. But i cant. i wont let myself do it. im stupid like that. i sorta talked to melanie about it but not really. my life seems so empty, like i joined the rat race. moneay through friday go to school and then come home. Saturday go to work then do h/w. and sunday go to school and h/w. and i cant do anything right, no one is happy. Yasamin ur late, come on yasamin what is this, ur a bitch, can u do this for me, plz. my answer is SURE, W/E U WANT! i need to change, or else just have a good cry. But i wont i refuse, crying shows a weakness, a weakness that u shud never ever reveal to anyone. ppl confuse me when they cry and r like in the middle of the hallway, i mean if its b/w friends tis ok. i mean i think i can cry in front of some people but not many, like then can help me. but crying infornt of people is just not necassary. Yea just my thoughts, im going to sleep. Night yasamin |
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mudpiegrl | 12-10-03 1:56am i think its pointless to cry unless in front of soemone...actulaly i need to be talking to someone to get the flow going. rather than giving people wha tthey want...why dont you do what yasamin wants
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