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imation (profile) wrote,
on 11-9-2002 at 11:55am
Current mood: indifferent
that night
that beautiful night
lingers in my mind
lingers on my lips
drawn to a smile.
my eyes
tired and gray
but full of you

i believe that
i am in the midst of fighting a war
an intolerable time

your parents return today
your childhood returns
you cry and
you smile
but no emotion comes through to
my visage.
i am moved by your words
but only because i try to move myself.
i make noises and get up
walk around the room to
stare at things
i'm really not interested in
i'll pretend until you look away
you tell me i'm most beautiful
when i don't know
you're watching me
i tell you i'm most beautiful
when i'm in your arms.

i regret saying things like that.

i regret being unoriginal but
when you fill me up
with all that is you
i can't help but to match my breathing
with yours
i can't help but sumbit

i grieve
for everything i cannot be for you
but mourning does not make the sun set
crying does not bring darkness
and you still sit
watching me

i lower my eyes from your gaze
i fell my skin tingle and
i smile.
my body feels so different
when your eyes follow my every curve
every line
every inch
I AM SO AWARE.

i feel my bones
beneath my skin
hard and protruding
i cannot but think
of your hands
wrestling my skin
exploring chartered territory
you mark me with your fingertips
escaping my breaths
marinating in warm prespiration..

i look at you
and see that
just you
and i smile...
you look like music to me
but i still feel like i've never really seen you
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DayDream

11-10-02 9:44pm

Glad to see your back, i've missed your writing.

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