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| emo414 (profile) wrote, on 12-21-2003 at 8:52am | |
| Music: Thursday - Brought to you by a Falling Bomb Subject: sitting in the chair that started it all |
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| This Thursday i spent my night over at Amanda's house with a lot of people whom I haven't hung out with in a long time and one new face. I really think i needed that time away from my neighborhood and the craziness that goes on here. It was so funny when Danielle(frankie's sister) got home from school on thursday @ like 4 and she came in and Frankie and her started like screaming at eachother and then she started screaming at all his friends to get out. it was craziness. lol. so it was good to get away from it all for a few hours. But while I was at amanda's house i went and sat on the chair that started me and alex. it was the first time we had ever seen eachother outside of school, when things were so easy and not complicated. we went and sat on that little chair thing with eachother and just sat there and thats what it was all about just being there with eachother. there wasn't any making out or any of that, just being with eachother and being comfortable and happy. it was so weird to sit on that chair without her because I haven't been back to amanda's since we broke up and all these memories just rushed over me. like the time when me and friend and alex were all jumping on the trampoline and I was fell down and then stef fell down and her butt landed right on my face. i screamed she laughed and rolled on the floor because it was so funny and alex was the last to fall down laughing. funny memories like that can make my day totally better no matter what. but then carol was reading journals on freeopendiary.com and i said that i wanted to read yours because i had previously only read like one entry. i wish i would have read your journal earlier to know exactly what you were thinking and how you felt so you could still be mine but i had a good oportunity come my way and i let it pass me by. i'll learn next time. Lucky numbers: 4, 8, 10, 13, 41, 42. | |
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LindseyEthatsMe | 12-21-03 2:26pm wow you have a way with words that makes everyone want to finish reading what you have to say to the very last sentence and even if they have never been through ANYTHING like you have, still find a certain way to connect to what you're saying...and understand how you feel. its awesome. dont stop writing openly and honestly about how you feel. people can learn from what you have to say. i love you ryan. |
| Anonymous | 12-25-03 4:51pm sounds like this girl is a big problem for you- not necessarily her fault...just maybe you two dont need to be together..sorry i dont know you "emo414" just thought i'd add in my personal thought. |