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supergurl (profile) wrote,
on 12-22-2003 at 5:45pm
Subject: thats my convo with brett on my moms s/n
05: im sorry, but u got ur life there and ur talkin to other guys and all
05: and me... well ive jus been goin out havin fun
LUVFLA1: Im TALKING
LUVFLA1: nothing more...
05: talkin eventualy lead to other things
05: dont be mad at me
LUVFLA1: yeah,i see that now...
LUVFLA1: i juss set my self up for another heart break
05: sara
05: dont be like that
LUVFLA1: why....im totally crying agen...i thought this would cheer me up...i have done nothing but cry for the past week....n now, i get to spend this week crying too
05: look wat happens happens.... we hadnt talked in a long time, and we havnt seen each other either... and i dont know when u were gonna come down here... jus live ur life have fun be safe and dont think bout me... besides u dont want to be wit me... im not the kind of guy u need to be with.
LUVFLA1: yeah...i know u rnt right now...
LUVFLA1: the only reason we havent tlked in a long time is cuz ur too busy haveing sex with other ppl
LUVFLA1: and i am sorry if i am juss a tad buit upset...
LUVFLA1: b/c i thought i loved u
LUVFLA1: but...I made a mistake
05: sara im sorry.. i wnated to be there for u but it cant be, we live so far from each other that we cant jus sit here and wait, i know u like the guys there and u got ur own set of problems and ur own life there.... u dont want to be with me, im not a good bf.
LUVFLA1: its like u dont even care that u hurt me..
LUVFLA1: I DO want to be with u tho...
05: i do care, but i cant do anything to fix it, i cant be there to wipe those tears from your face.
LUVFLA1: and u r always there for me when i need help...but now, u cant be
05: ill always be here for you, i dont want this to end our friendship
LUVFLA1: it wont...
LUVFLA1: i juss need my time now
LUVFLA1: and try to forget it b/c I love u sooo much and now..I dont know what to do...
LUVFLA1: I am seriuusly about to kill my self n not juss cuz of u
05: time heals all wounds..........god girl dont say that, i swear to god that if i find out u do anyhting stupid ill grab my gun from underneath my bed and end my own life
05: ok
LUVFLA1: dont u dare say something like that!
LUVFLA1: ever...
LUVFLA1: especially, not cuz of me...
05: then dont do anything stupid
LUVFLA1: u dont know what I am going thru and u wont b/c ur never on ne more
05: im on now
05: u can talk to me now
LUVFLA1: but it isnt worth it
05: why bot
05: not
LUVFLA1: im sooo depressed agen...
05: dont be
05: be happy
LUVFLA1: I was counting on to cheer me up like always....but I cant be cheered up this time
05: im sorry
LUVFLA1: dont be..i shouldnt be all over u like this...i mean u have ur own life...
05: i jus wish u could be part of my life
LUVFLA1: yeah..u show it so much
05: sarcasm? stop that... ok i do want u to be a part of my life, but its hard to have u in my life when u dont live here... i wish u did, i wish i could pick u up and spend the day with you, but i cant, we live far from each other.
LUVFLA1: yeah..I know...
LUVFLA1: n yes, i was being sarcastic...
LUVFLA1: \well, if u wanna be with me...then u should stop drinking n doing drugs and get a job
05: but how am i to be wit u when i cnat hold u
LUVFLA1: get money and come up here...
05: ill work on it
LUVFLA1: ok
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Anonymous

pity.., 12-29-03 2:33pm

would u stop asking to be pitied..its stupid...

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supergurl

Re: pity.., 12-29-03 5:06pm

who the hell r u? I am not asking to be pittied! U would prolly feel the same exact way if u knew the whole situation! ur such a pussy if u put annonymous btw!

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