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| daisymae (profile) wrote, on 12-29-2003 at 6:57pm | |
| Current mood: thoughtful Music: none Subject: regret |
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| I went downtown today and it was so nice, i cant wait to graduate and move back here. i want college, and to make desicsions myself...i know its the classic case of young person wanting to grow up, oh well its what i want. i saw this awesome documentary movie thing, The Company. its about the geoffrey ballet in chicago (which i was in once thankyouberymuch lol) and it broke my heart wathcing it. i know none of you care, but i used to dance and i miss it so much. i dont know, sometimes i think about not cheering anymore and just dancing. i miss it so much and i dont want to be one of those adults that regret not doing something they love when they were young. its hard to explain what i miss exactly, its just the feeling of dancing and letting yourself...go. its so great. but yeah, just something i needed to say. i come home tommorow, mixed feelings abhout that. its nice to watch how things work out from a different state, definitley nifty. but i also miss everyone...blah i just wonder what if sometimes, but so does everyone else... my dear loulou, im not sure what exactly is happening in your life right now but from what i gather its not to great. so i just want to tell you im here for you and get better because i miss the happy lou, you can always talk to me i love you mucho lot, you are my boy. |
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mestup21188 | aww, 12-30-03 3:25pm Emily, that meant alot to me!!! You are the most sincere person ever. I thank you for looking out for me. things do go up and down sumtimes, and i hate it. its like why the fuck cant eveything just be leveled? i know everyone asks themselves the same question. and i know u go through rough times too and theres no better person then to talk bout it with you. i thank you so much for being involved with my life, u dont know how much it helps to know that ur here for me now. It's enough.
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mestup21188 | as for dancing..., 12-30-03 3:30pm As for your missed talent, i cant beleive how much u and i both have in common. I use to dance to. Just dance. No cheerleading. it was wonderful. i dance hip hop, becuase its that feleing of not having to worry about anything and letting ur body do its own thing. it set you free. its like theres no rules, and if there is, its YOUR rules. theres nothing worse then thining about those LoVeLy "what-if's"...but dont let them get you down. You have a wonderful talent that ur using right now, thats acting. I know u'll go far with that.
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daisymae | Re: as for dancing..., 12-31-03 4:38pm thank you very much my dearest loulou, it means a lot to me...im glad we are buddies :) |