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cowsgomoo!!! (profile) wrote,
on 12-30-2003 at 11:57pm
Current mood: annoyed
Music: a random assortment of music i have downloaded
Subject: same as always: NOTHING!!!!
i feel the need to update, but im not sure what about.
i mean, theres no lack of things to bitch about....i mean with me there's always SOMETHING to complain about. i dunno, i think theres something wrong with me. i dont feel like complaining......its not right!

and im starting to think that this whole rob having a girlfriend thing isnt really that great of an idea. i dont like to allow people to get close to me........i mean she doesnt seem the type to, but still, its not how i work!!! i work alone.....i flirt with who i want when i want.........and i dont wanna hurt her.... i mean i've stopped but it feels weird!!!!
i dont wanna slip and do something stupid that ends up hurting her! but, i dont wanna break up cause of me being stupid either!!!!!

IM SO SCREWED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ah......its just so odd to actually think about stuff like this........i usually let it go, and see what happens....but i dont wanna hurt her!!!!!

okay enough about that........ for now

so yeah.....i've also realized that what i thought was a good friendship with one of my thought to be best friends is basically a one way friendship.....with me doing all the work!! but oh well, if im alone im alone, i've been there......might as well go back

hm.......i've also realized that people ignore me alot to.......and its usually when i actually wanna talk to them about something semi important.....but when im just messing around they hear every word i say!!!! i hate it!!!!!!!! im sick of it.....i dont know what to do or how to fix it but i've had it!!!! to hell with people, i'll just stop talking to people, that'll fix everything, right? okay, now that that's settled on to the next issue

oh wait, i think that was it.......hm....... oh well, i guess im done

im gone,
-me
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daddyslildiva

12-31-03 9:03am

well well well, Rob I dont especially think that you are a "girlfriend person". I know this from experience, yeah the random flirting with random girls does kinda suck. Plan for Rob, you must give up one or the other, Girlfriend, or Random Flirting. Your choice.
live happy and farewell.
JennnnnnnnnE

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daleearnhardtjrishot

12-31-03 3:39pm

hey you!

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mothman

12-31-03 4:17pm

to hell with people
yea...can i come.

dylan

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iwish2bemilkywhite

12-31-03 6:27pm

agh you sound sad. i'd offer you personal advice, but i really don't know anything about the situation. here's my basic advice: eat some chocolate. have a hug *hugs*. feel better!

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cowsgomoo!!!

Re:, 01-01-04 4:52pm

thanks.........oh and jen, thanks for the advice, but i doubt either will go, its just the way i am.

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daddyslildiva

Re: Re:, 01-01-04 9:50pm

Well I'm just trying to help.

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sportsgirl

01-02-04 6:12pm

hey there rob, well all i got to say is. I am the same way. I tend to flirt with just random people. and i dont even notice who i flirt with. Luckely for me i am single. so i dont have to worrie about it messing up the relationship. But here is my advice. You shouldnt change stay exactly the way you are u can still flirt, and have a girlfriend. Just make sure that all u do is flirt and nothing else. Well there u go my wonderful Million dollar advice. lol or not. Talk to u later hun
Jess~

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cowsgomoo!!!

Re:, 01-03-04 12:22am

hey, thanks jess. i'll try it. it cant hurt ,can it?
i hope not

-me

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