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| sushininja (profile) wrote, on 12-31-2003 at 10:38am | |
| Current mood: lonely, depressed... Music: A Perfect Circle... |
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| I'm back now, from my oh so Saturday, we went put-putting, walked on the beach, and that was it... Sunday, after the room fiasco, we went to the Carolina Opry...it was country Christmas music, which is like a double no in my book...I didn't like it...and I'm not saying here that country sucks, it's just not my bag of corn (or cup of tea, Carmen)...it was a good show from a musical standpoint, but not one that attached itself to my tastes...after that, we went out for ice cream... Monday, we went put-putting again, and I came home for a nap, because I was feeling rather fatigued...I do not sleep well in hotels...Why, I do not know...all I know is that for some reason, they seem to bring out dreams...very rarely it is that these dreams are good ones...they usually end up being the most gruesome, vivid, and terrible dreams I've ever had...I usually wake up from these dreams in a cold sweat, crying and sobbing, feeling really depressed and alone...and I'm usually up for an hour or so after that, and when I do fall back asleep, they come again...that can happen only so much before the night is gone...*sigh* Tuesday, we drove home, took longer than I wanted, Carmen beat me home...I've seen that I can't stand my family...it didn't take long for them to get on my nerves...it upsets me...it's almost as if I hate my family...I wish I could stand to be around them and not fight or bicker within 30 minutes...Carmen believes it may have had to do with my lack of sleep...I hung out with her later in the night, after she visited some other people...it was much better than Thursday night, where I screwed up an infinitely amount...which I feel has happened before, but maybe it is only in my mind that I see these things...maybe I'm over reacting to the way I think...hmm... I've also realized something...I've been extremely dumb these past few months of my life...heh... Quote of the day: "Say hello to the rug's topography It holds quite a lot of interest with your face down on it Say hello to the shrinking in your head You can't see it but you know its there so don't neglect it " |
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shiznit05 | 01-02-04 12:57am yay for vacations, and yay for getting home safely, and being home |