01-05-04 7:51pm

shut up.... I love you.

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Re:, 01-05-04 8:01pm

thanks Ally. at least someone does.

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Re, 01-05-04 9:05pm

No you can't, to many people that luv u to much!

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01-06-04 2:59pm

Just a question.. even tho i prolly already know why..

but why the fuck would you want to die?

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Re:, 01-06-04 4:49pm

Well why we all know why...but she just keeps letting it happen...I am sorry girl..I am not mad at you so don't do anything stupid...I am just alittle clueless as to why you are letting this go on. SOmetimes you are happy and you stay like that for awhile and then its like he doens't like how happy you are and then he says something or does something to hurt you. I am sorry if you get mad at me hun...

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Re: Re:, 01-07-04 9:57am

welli believe it's all over now. we're just friends and I can do whatever I want with whoever. *shrugs* I think we finally realized that we love each other but he's not ready for this type of relationship. Its kind of a long story. But yea Chris, he's the cause of the ... dieing delima.*i can't spell* But things are settled now. See he wants to get his life straight and figure out what he wants and try to become responsible. And he can't do that with me in his life. I tried to tell himt he same thing sometime back and he fliped. But.. he doesn't know how that that might take and tho I may wait around for a bit... I'm not willing anymore to put my life on hold for someone who doesn't even know if'll they'll want me. It took me awhile but I think I finally brightened up.....

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Re: Re: Re:, 01-07-04 11:03am

Hun I am very proud of you..even though it probably hurts a hell of alot I think you are doing the right thing!

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