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Current mood: pissed off Music: ..DeAd EnD Cd--MeSt.. Subject: . i NeVa FeLt ThiS wAii BeFoRe :: OpEn HeArt On tHe fL0oR . |
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Great..juss fuckin great. I juss f0und 0ut all my fam fr0m EngLaNd nd NY r c0min d0wn thiz week which meanz i cant d0 shyt at all nd i have t0 sit at h0me nd listen t0 my fam talk b0ut stupid shyt nd the 'g00d ol daiiz'. I hate familii gatherinz..i dun hate my familii but ne0ne wit a lyfe dun wana sit at h0me nd chyll wit fam wen theii alreddii have planz!! Thiz sux nd wut'z w0rse..my m0m iz guna tell evrii0ne wut a badd fuckin daughter i am f0r wut i did thiz break..i kn0 exactlii wut'z guna happen then iz guna be in evrii0ne'z mind nd evrii0ne iz guna act weird ar0und me. Newh0, g00d thing iz..EdDy said ilu last nyte f0r the 1st tyme in lyke a fuckin m0nth! I didnt saii it back cuz i was in sh0ck nd he g0t all pissed nd was lyke '0k, then i guess u dun feel the same nem0re.' Nd i was lyke 'My l0ve f0r u will never ever st0p nd i wana be wit u till the daii i die.' Nd 0mg, in 4 daiiz, it will be a year fr0m the first daii he ever asked me 0ut! AhH, i l0ve him lyke crazii!! Well, i staiied h0me t0daii cuz i literallii c0uldnt m0ve. I hadd h0rrible st0mach painz nd h0nestlii, it was the w0rst physical pain i've ever benn thru in my lyfe nd it was all thanx t0 JoHn nd the m0rnin-after pillz. EdDy said he called JoHn'Z f0ne last nyte nd n0b0dii answered but he left a message b0ut h0w badd he wantz t0 cut his thr0at. G0d, i relle h0pe i dun start shyt between them n0w cuz the last thing i want ryte n0w iz f0r EdDy t0 get pissed 0ff b0ut all thiz cuz he dun need it..he'z g0t beef wit s0o manii fuckin ppl ryte n0w. Newh0, juss chyllaxin thinkin b0ut h0w badd thiz wkend iz guna be thanx t0 familii!! Atleast i'll have AnDy nd RiA t0 sm0ke wit bef0re we have t0 chyll wit them. Damn, we have t0 drive 4 fuckin h0urz t0 JuPiTeR juss t0 c them..y cant theii juss c0me d0wn here. Nd that'z 0nlii the first part 0f the fam..then next wkend, evrii0ne else iz c0min. 2 wkendz in a r0w G0NE!! Maybe i'll get awaii by tellin my m0m i g0tta g0 d0 sum shyt f0r JuStiN. LoL, my m0m iz lyke in luv wit him n0w. She'z lyke s0o u g0in t0 JuStiN'z t0daii..tell him thiz nd that. LoL, but iz all g00d. AwW i g0tta put thiz c0nv0 0f me nd my gurlie EriN up in herre: SpOrTyChIcC323: awww...thats cute..but imma be right back... ------------------------------------- Auto response from x BaBigUrL387 x: I f0rg0t h0w crazii SeBaStiAn relle was till i went back f0r the 2nd tyme! Thanx Er, JaX, RiA, nd AnDy f0r evriithin thiz week cuz wi0ut u guiiz, i w0ulda g0ne crazii. I l0ve u s0o much. x0x Be bac in a LiL bit..feelin lyke shyt! -->> > ShAwNa << <-- ------------------------------------- SpOrTyChIcC323 is away at 7:47:27 PM. SpOrTyChIcC323 returned at 7:48:07 PM. SpOrTyChIcC323: look at myne right quick SpOrTyChIcC323 is away at 7:48:12 PM. x BaBigUrL387 x: iighty ------------------------------------- Auto response from SpOrTyChIcC323: Hey hey! i just want to let everyone know that I'm always here...the shoulder you can lean on, the ears for listening to your problems, and a voice that can give you advice...talk to me whenever you feel you need help with a problem...I'm here to brighten your day and bring a smile to your face...Don't lose hope, there's always someone there.......:3MiNuS2:. Love ya Erin $!$!-dis meanz u..;-) ------------------------------------- x BaBigUrL387 x: AwWw..hehe..i l0ve u erbear SpOrTyChIcC323 returned at 7:48:42 PM. SpOrTyChIcC323: i luv u, u luv me we're a happy family SpOrTyChIcC323: hehe x BaBigUrL387 x: but h0l up..i'll be back x BaBigUrL387 x: haha..00 yea SpOrTyChIcC323: me 2 x BaBigUrL387 x: l0l l00k at it n0w SpOrTyChIcC323: kk ------------------------------------- Auto response from x BaBigUrL387 x: I f0rg0t h0w crazii SeBaStiAn relle was till i went back f0r the 2nd tyme! Thanx Er, JaX, RiA, nd AnDy f0r evriithin thiz week cuz wi0ut u guiiz, i w0ulda g0ne crazii. I l0ve u s0o much. x0x Be bac in a LiL bit..feelin lyke shyt! -->> > ShAwNa << <-- Er_i never met a better friend than u EVER! Ur the bestest..s0o manii crazii tymez nd i'll alwaiz be here f0r u t00. BFFLTTE ------------------------------------- SpOrTyChIcC323: awww i feel special SpOrTyChIcC323: lol ------------------------------------- Auto response from SpOrTyChIcC323: WOWIE! Sisi, me and you are so cool..lol..we got out of a closed ass parking spot, 2 times, and met really cool guys, Justin and Chris...its like SEBASTION!! haha then at sebastion....john, nick, jesse, justin, mark (drew), mike, and many more...def kraziness!! Well, be right back! peace PS..we are definetely pimps!! haha Its just in time for new years..HAHAHA $!- I know I can always count on you for nethin...kno that u can always count on me 2....love ya gurl! ------------------------------------- x BaBigUrL387 x: aw..l0l..me nd u r the bestestest!! l0l but ill brb again HeHe, seri0uslii, she'z the greatest pers0n ever nd i h0pe that evrii0ne in lyfe sumtyme 0r an0ther find a friend az tru az her cuz wit0ut her, i w0uld be s0o different! She the bestest friend i've ever had!! MuAhZ gurlie! Newh0, im 0utt lyke a fat kidd in d0dgeball. (( oNe )) |
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Anonymous | 01-06-04 10:08pm SHAWNA..i luv u n i want 2 fucc u. lol u knoe it. i herd about yur break but fucc dat kid yur way 2 good 4 him! -joey |
spoiled-kisses | Re:, 01-08-04 4:00pm J0EY!! AhH, ur the bestest but u relle needa st0p sayin i l0ve u t0 me. Ppl r startin t0 think shyt..HaHa, lyke DeReK! Ur s0o pr0tectin 0f me..nd 00 yea u wana fuck me. LoL, ryte here ryte n0w. HeHe, ur my her0 JoSeP. --> ShAwNa <-- |