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shiznit05 (profile) wrote,
on 1-11-2004 at 4:09pm
Subject: hey...who wants to play the let's clear everything up game? i do! i do!
ok, so here's the dilemna...sure i feel farther down on dougs list...and sure i think thats partially due to carmen...however, its not only carmen, dougs soul is currently being taken over a morrowind, and work and other such endeavers...so i dont blame carmen, nor do i not like her...carmen - i like you just fine, no bad feelings here. however, i can understand the confusion, i havent exactly expressed my feelings lately, so here it goes

yes, i feel down on the list, and yes its hard, but believe me, i'll get over it, im tougher than i look, and no, its not dougs nor carmens nor my own fault....its no ones fault, there are no fingers to point in this situation. and doug's "list" is not the only one ive been feeling down on...ive told some people this...ive got this feeling of not being needed surrounding me lately, im not a necessity in people's lives the way i used to be, or the way i thought i was, and thats been getting me down lately...i can list 5 different people right now that have made me feel that way...its not their fault...again, no one is at fault, its just how i feel, so doug, dont feel bad, i dont hate you, nor am i mad at you, besides who could be mad at doug? ;)

so is everything ok now? does it all make sense? if not, we shall try a hand at this game again
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sushininja

01-11-04 10:51pm

Well, I'm glad that you see Morrowind as a problem and not as a solution...err, what? But anywho, you've not descended on the rankings of the list...you've been quite steadfast with that...

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