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| toofasttolivetooyoungtodie (profile) wrote, on 1-12-2004 at 6:47pm | |
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| today was so gay....seriously.....all i did at school was sleep and now we got gay ass midterms all week....i fuckin hate school so much.....I wish i was 16 so i could quit. Anyways.....dude with all this shit going on im so confused, like not only does my whole fuckin family hate me, but im not quite sure what i want to do with my life either, and its really bugging me. I mean i dont want some gay job i dont even like, but i dont want to have some stupid job like working in a call center or whatever....ya kno just working just because you HAVE to, i want it to be something i want to do, and i KNO what i want to do i just dont kno how to get there....and i can't do it alone. Also, im having trouble with some of my friends....see one of them is pissed because for the past few days i've been hanging out with some of my other friends....and she was like," well i tried to call you yesterday(which i kno she didnt because i was home all fuckin day...) but you werent there....you were probably with ::name goes here:: !!!!" so i was just like "what the fuck?!?! i've been home ALL FUCKIN WEEKEND you NEVER called, and just because i go somewhere with some other friends don't mean you gotta jump down my throat....you go places without me ALL the time!!!" and seriously the thing is whenever i am with them they always ignore me, that and they make plans without me, so why the fuck would i stick around??? i mean dont get me wrong they're still some of my best friends....i just don't like how they expect me to only hang out with them when they dont even invite me to do whatever they're doing...not only that but act like im not even there.....thats just fucked up and theres no way in hell im gonna let someone push me around like that!!! never have....NEVER WILL......and as far as ::name goes here:: being "really upseat" because "i never talk to her anymore" well thats fuckin retarded to...i fuckin called her 3 times last week and once over the weekend, SHE NEVER ANSWERES HER FUCKIN PHONE!!!!!! and on top of that SHE never calles ME!!!!!!!!! im always the one calling her and when i do she dont answere then gets upseat and says shit like "you never talk to me anymore" well thats BULL SHIT. I SWEAR I FUCKIN HATE PEOPLE......I HATE MY SO CALLED "FAMILY"........I FUCKIN HATE MRS. PERNA.............AND I FUCKIN HATE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dude if i knew someone with a car who was willing to take me, i'd be outa here. I cant stand this place. I wish i was dead. |
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benjimade | 01-12-04 7:24pm leah do wat you want to do.. you are one of my best friends an i dont want you to be pressured to hangin with me o well i jus dont want to lose you I LOVE YOU so much leah |
toofasttolivetooyoungtodie | Re:, 01-12-04 7:46pm dude...tiff...im not pressured to hang out with you i WANT to...i really do....i love ya to death lol |
| benjimade | Re: Re:, 01-12-04 8:56pm i kno i jus i dont kno i dont want to lose you as a friend bcause you are one of the best ive ever had an it MUST stay that way! ! |