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n01under5tand5 (profile) wrote,
on 1-19-2004 at 1:42am
hye guy recently every one hates me because they think i call sum chick i barely know a dumb hoe but i was just repeating what sum one else sed in a questioning way i didnt mean she was a hoe but ppl always gotta talk or give sumone shit or start fuckin drama .. newayz i like this kid billy alot i think sumin might happen btw us ne wayz ......more shit with my mom she never listens to me she doesnt understand and she never there even tho shes always home.. i also recently went in to see if i could get open heart surgery but they sed i didnt meet the requirements in a few ways and it wouldnt be safe at my unstable stress level and stuffs so yeh ... o and to top that all off my cat died my dad left for a week and during new year i found out he was a scum bag he had an affair while he was married to his last wife with my mom and my moms a scum bag cuz she new even tho my dad didnt wear his wedding ring he told her after there second date so yeh o yeh and recently also the person i loved for a long time jamie has found sumone new but has managed to finally admitt her feelings for me even tho i dunno if they r tru or if shes just trying to make me happy and also all my friends have great guys in their life and im not close to the great guy in mine so ne wayz love all and stuffs
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Anonymous

i think he likes u 2, 01-19-04 2:52am

This kid billy ur talking about... i know for a fact he likes u to and i bet money that something is going happen.. *Good thing*

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Anonymous

about billy, 01-23-04 4:50pm

Well i know the kid likes u alot and he was going to ask u out today 1-23-03 but becuz something happened i jsut found out he isnt n e more, which really sux considering u wouldnt shut up about u and how much he missed u and wanted to ask u out....he was so happy..

J.P----My Initials

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Anonymous

haha ur funny june...honestly this is amusing me how much u thought i cared bout u..i put up with u cuz ur so called friends, 01-25-04 3:53pm

june if u want to fuckin say that i jumped to conclusions bout what u said bout emi than go right the fuck ahead...i dont care what u say becuz u fuckin admitted it to someone else and yet u wont admit it to me when i come in ur fuckin face what is that june??? and yes im fuckin starting drama and shit with u cuz u have no right to even repeat what someone says when u dont fuckin kno the damn gurl! and dont even give me a pity party or try and tell my boyfriend that u lost my fuckin friendship cuz we never had one in the first place!! think what the fuck u want and say what the fuck u want but when it comes bak and bites u in the ass u better be ready for it cuz if i hear that u run ur mouth one more fuckin time june i swear...oh and by the way...dont try and talk shit bout one of my best friends and think that it wont get bak to me!..not a smart move there..and than u try and talk shit bout laura and tell her that shes a poser and all this other bullshit u dont even kno the damn gurl and UR jumpin to conclusions...hahahthats funny ur talkin shit bout two of the people i care bout most haha...i just wanna see what u have to say to get ur ass out of this one

Erica*

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Anonymous

Re: haha ur funny june...honestly this is amusing me how much u thought i cared bout u..i put up with u cuz ur so called friends, 01-30-04 5:28pm

Yo bitch u better not even talk about mi gurl like this, ill fU*kn tear u up. i wanna c u ocme in my face and try talkin like that, and ya i know u but u dont no me and dont try to think ur all tought u motherless cunt.

love-Amanda

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Anonymous

Re: haha ur funny june...honestly this is amusing me how much u thought i cared bout u..i put up with u cuz ur so called friends, 01-30-04 5:29pm

Yo bitch u better not even talk about mi gurl like this, ill fU*kn tear u up. i wanna c u ocme in my face and try talkin like that, and ya i know u but u dont no me and dont try to think ur all tough u motherless cunt.

love-Amanda

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Anonymous

Re: Re: haha ur funny june...honestly this is amusing me how much u thought i cared bout u..i put up with u cuz ur so called friends, 02-01-04 1:46pm

hahaha ur funny whoever the fuck u are if u think what u says scares me why dont u fuckin think again and if u dont like it how i talk bout ur gurl than why dont u fuckin show ur damn face!.. thats right cuz u have NoThInG to say so why dont u shut the fuck up and learn what the fuck im talkin bout..u dont kno what this shits about so get a fuckin life!
Erica*

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Anonymous

lets get ready to rumble!!, 02-04-04 12:48am

ok so its no shirts no pants just undies and mud ok? now the rules are the winner gets fucked by me the losser cleans my dick there mouth after ight??? haha any one guess who i am?

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n01under5tand5

Re: haha ur funny june...honestly this is amusing me how much u thought i cared bout u..i put up with u cuz ur so called friends, 04-09-04 4:33pm

u never came to my face and asked me and what makes u think u know what i sed about emi u asked brandi my friend if she was there when i sed what i sed she admitt no so what makes u ne different nothing u werent there u are jumping to comclusions i dont know emi very well at all and i have sum respect for ppl even u and i wouldnt call emi a hoe i actually thought she was pretty cool person all i did was repeat something this kid jeff said not trying to cause ne trouble or ne thig and then heather told everyone i sed diana called emi a hoe or something like that and it all got out of hand i know u dont like me at all and probably never will and i know u think im something im not but hey i like u as a friend and that'll never change i dont fear u i just think ur a good person and i never liked seeing u get hurt by guys and i thought it was awesome how one day u could be so upset about it and the next u were tough but let me just say that respect not fear and i wouldnt disrespect u by disrespecting ur friend i wouldnt have told emi i was sorry if i really called her a hoe i would have just left it and let ppl think what they want but i have one quality that ppl can count on im honest and if i called her a hoe id admitt it
bye, june

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n01under5tand5

Re: haha ur funny june...honestly this is amusing me how much u thought i cared bout u..i put up with u cuz ur so called friends, 04-09-04 4:43pm

oh and by the way lauras my friend too ..chill out sorry i didnt try and sugar coat what he freakin called her .. wow ..ok and me and nick are still friends and i didnt lose a friendship with him .. god and i wish there were things i could tell u but i hate ruining things .. i think u should take a look around ur either insecure or u live off others fear of u and pain i really care alot about u erica i just wish i understood u better but i dont and u hate me but its ok cuz i get use to things not working out for me i guess thats something we have in common ppl always let us down or hurt us i guess thats why im only afraid of one thing and its the most painful thing in the world love not that u care but i just thought id let u know if u want to tell be ne thing including bitching me out here my number 954 748 9072 but id ratehr talk to u have u listen to me not freak out and yell at me for five seconds i wish u understood me but u judged me twice wrong already u'll do it again even if i try to prove to again that im a good person and i care about u no matter what or how much u hate me i will always be here for u if u ever need ne one and u have no one ( not likely but possible) so yea .. bye

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Anonymous

Re: Re: haha ur funny june...honestly this is amusing me how much u thought i cared bout u..i put up with u cuz ur so called friends, 04-13-04 4:41pm

WHAT HAPPEND TO THE MUD WRESTELING BITCHES WOOOOO I WANT TO SEE SOME TITTYS!!!!!

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Anonymous

04-13-04 4:44pm

alright june how long ago was this shit and u still comment bak?? if u havent realized i dont fuckin care and first off u dont kno shit bout me so dont jump to conclusions bout neything in my life..i dont live off shit or of people being afraid of me i think its quite funny when they are but i dont live off it so first off why dont u get ur facts straight..and second off i wasnt relying on brandi to tell me the truth cuz ya she is ur friend obviously but i did hear from many other people..i dont fuckin care neymore june honestly i dont it was so damn long ago...and umm i dont care if ur friends with laura or not all she told me was that u were callin her a poser and shit honestly like ive said many times before i DONT care..dont even bring nick into this it has nothing to do with him.
and obviously its kewl that u respect me bout love and shit but if u havent noticed *since u seem ohh so damn observant* im upset one day and tough the next cuz shit like that involving love or whatever the fuck doesnt phase me much ive been threw it all..and u learn from ur mistakes and ive made many..

honestly i dont kno why u seem to care bout me so damn much i have never been there for u all ive ever really said to u besides bitching was hey and a hug or whatever i dont kno..but whatevers do you.
and if u are so damn observant u would notice i dont give a fuck what u think or others think bout me..soooooooo why dont u leave it at that. and honestly if u ReAlLy and truly want to talk to me bout this shit u kno where u can get the number from
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i have nothing more to say to u
bye


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n01under5tand5

Re:, 04-14-04 4:01pm

erica i care alot about u just because that the way i am im not shady and i dont talk shit i realize u dont care and i know u havent been there for me u dont have to i will still always be someone u can count on ... and im sorry things have worked out so great for u i am and im sorry shit gotten so mixed up and hate to say it but even brandi wouldnt lie for me if i said emi was a hoe or whatever else she hasnt before why would she start now ... and i really wish u would forgive me but i dont maybe that what i dont care means yeh it took me awhile to reply cuz i dont really come on here to often unless i remember but nick reminded me today when he sed he read my journal ... i dont know what i did to u so wrong to make u hate me so much .. i dunno maybe u have sum reason other that the emi thingy cuz telling u the god honest truth i wouldnt say shit about sum one i dont kno... bye erica i heart ya no matter what

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Anonymous

04-19-04 5:52pm

its this simple june just stop caring about me im not this amazing person u think i am and i never will be..u say all this stuff bout how u love me and shit well in ur words heart me...but i dont understand theres nothing about me that u should still be clinging to..im just another person in the crowd theres nothing special about what i say or do so its just that simple forget me and stop caring..
theres nothing to me that neyone needs to remember.
but i guess i cant tell u what to do cuz ur a human and ur going to do what u want but i tell u yet again theres nothing special to me that u couldnt find in neyone else.

Erica*

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Anonymous

04-19-04 5:53pm

well i shouldnt say clinging to but thats the only word that came to my mind

Erica*

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n01under5tand5

Re:, 04-22-04 2:50pm

theres sumin special about everyone and when u say there isnt ne thing special about u it just means u havent found it yet ....and u are amazing im not the only one who thinks so just look around u at all the people u have as friends .... are u more afraid of back stabbers or hurting ur self cuz its seems like ur afarid to get to close to anyone ??? i'll always care regard less cuz that the way i am because no matter how much i care i know ppl will do things that'll should hurt me but it doesnt i just take it in and instead of hurting others i care even more ....so it doesnt matter what u say your words about ur self that are lowering you r untrue your a great person you just have to believe it and let people love u .... *muah* buh bye

i dont understand why everyone likes to portray me to be such a bitch ...im not and even if i have an outbrust i usually apologize...so yea

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 04-23-04 4:17pm

ive found everything about myself that i need to kno and honestly it doesnt matter what people think about me if they love me or not..
and ya ur right on a part that im afraid of bakstabbers well not afraid just cautious...if u went threw what i have you would kno the reasons why im like this and say the things i do so whatever i guess all im tryin to say is im just droppin all this stupid shit i dont care neymore bout useless drama it gets people nowhere.
so whatevers.
care if u must but that is just another person on a list of people that might get hurt for what i do or say..
im out
i dont kno what to say neymore

Erica*

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n01under5tand5

Re: Re: Re:, 04-23-04 6:15pm

dont worry its hard for ppl to hurt me you'll rarely see tears in my eyes over other ppl .... but yeh im just going to let ya know i will always care and be there if you need someone and you dont know who to turn to not saying it'll come to that but everyone i told that always knows they have some one to come to when things get tough.... and i have been through hard time to i find it hard to trust ppl my trust isnt something i give its something ppl have to earn and i dont expect u to give me ur trust but i'd like to try and earn at least a friendship with u ... and i like talking to you ....wellp i guess thats about it i <3 u ....

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