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| melikepeas (profile) wrote, on 1-28-2004 at 9:30pm | |
| Current mood: scared Subject: Fuckinghell |
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| I just fell asleap watching bruce almighty and I had the worst jason dream ever. Im shaking like fuck as im typing this. urgh it was so real too, and it kept going on for ages. It was horrible. I woke up with my cheek hurting and all over my back hurting too, thats where he used to punch me. It went almost strait away but ... fucking hell. Im still terrified of him, fucking terrified. Ive just realised, its been pushed to the back of my mind but this fucking dream that wont stop haunting me wont let me forget it. ... ok cant stop shaking. (I feel like crying now, i really fucking hate that fucking dick head bastard rapist psychopath crackhead cunt.) Im kinda scared to go back to sleep now incase it happens again. Im gonna go watch the rest of the dvd. |
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| Anonymous | 01-28-04 9:12pm you never told me all this. ill fucking kill the bastard |
melikepeas | Re:, 01-29-04 12:02pm I did tell you this but you forgot when you soberd up. and I never reminded you as I knew you would react like that. |
| Anonymous | 01-28-04 9:14pm you never told me all this. i do still love you but i dont know what to do about all the trust issues as it would destroy your social life and my mind but i still want to be with you anyway. i would sacrafice my life to still be with you |
melikepeas | Re:, 01-29-04 12:05pm Well when you figure out how to work them out, im right here, and you know how I feel. |