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| sushininja (profile) wrote, on 1-28-2004 at 10:40pm | |
| Current mood: sick...tired...weird...depressed...odd...scared... Music: Retrovertigo Subject: I think Nasum is dead sexy... |
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| Well...I didn't work today...which was a good thing...allowed for me a lot of Carmen time...made me cheer up...we combed out my hair, into a huge fro/whatever the hell it is...we did this while watching "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas" a great movie...a movie that my father would not approve of, but a little on that later...after awhile, we went and got DQ, and got heartburn...after that, we came home, ate, and made plans for the "Frankenfest", which wasn't too much of a Frankenstein Festival, but still good...most of "Son of Frankenstein," hardly any of "House of Frankenstein," and all of "Young Frankenstein"...it was quite a good time... I've been worrying about S+E coming up...because I have not been able to get in practice time with Mrs. Hann due to our current lack of school...but I feel that if I get good enough, they should judge me and not my piano accompaniment...If I play well enough for a "1", then so be it...if I don't, well, it'll be what I get...can't do much about it... I woke up this morning to find that I had missed 5 of Carmen's calls last night...it made me feel pretty awful, like I had let her down or something...and just because I forgot to turn on my ringer...*sigh* if it were on...Odds are, I was up anyways, because I've been having a lot of trouble sleeping recently...it is mostly because of these horrible dreams I seem to be having recently...I don't know what brings these on, but I wish they would leave my mind... I do believe that I am going insane...when I'm on the phone late with Carmen, I begin to hear and see things, and I find that I am often having long and hearty conversations with myself at work...I've scared a few patrons off this way...it is not good... I seem to be disappointing my parents...like I am not turning out to be the son that they wished me to be...my grades are slipping, I don't care, I treat my sister like crap, I snap at them often, I don't really care about life, so on and so forth... I seem to be getting sick often now...hmm, it does not bode well for Doug... I wish I would not be bothered by such trivial things...but I cannot seem to help it, no matter how hard I try...*sigh* Quote of the day: "Now I'm finding truth is a ruin Nauseous end that nobody is pursuing Staring into glassy eyes Mesmerized" |
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shiznit05 | 01-29-04 9:47am hey i have an idea...why dont you try sleeping!! you're not getting enough sleep and its taking this effect on you...why do you think i keep trying to get you to sleep? i wasnt just talking to hear my own voice |
Anonymous | Re:, 01-29-04 12:48pm Yeah, I have to agree with Britt on that one. Maybe next time I say "Douggie, I think it's time for you to go to sleep," you should heed my advice. =) |