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XuNsPoKeNxFeArSzX (profile) wrote,
on 2-3-2004 at 6:07pm
Current mood: crushed
Music: ` Single 4 the rest of my life ´ & ` Perfect ´ & ` Rainy Days ´ & ` Irresistible ´
'Single For the Rest Of My Life' by Isyss
"Ho...oh...
Oh, yeah, yeah, oh, yeah
Ooh, ooh
Oh, yeah, yeah

Sitting here
Daydreamin’ about you
Oh, everything we had
Wish I could get it back

‘Cause if it ain’t you, then I don’t want it
And if it ain’t you, then it ain’t for me
I can see your face whenever I be sleepin’
But it hurts when I realize I’m dreamin’

So if I can’t have you
I’ll just be single for the rest of my life (My life)
‘Cause you can’t be replaced by nobody else
I’ll go crazy if I can’t have you for myself (If I
can’t have you)

If I can’t have you (I’ll be)
I’ll just be single for the rest of my life
I’ve decided that nobody could compare to you (Nobody)
There’s nobody that can make me feel the way you do
(Oh)

There’ve been a few
Who’ve tried to take your place
I’ve been on many dates
Still it just ain’t the same

if its not a letter sent from you, then I don’t read it
If it’s not a gift sent from you, then I don’t need it
I’ve been longin’ just to find somebody like you
But nobody can just do it quite like you, if I

So if I can’t have you
I’ll just be single for the rest of my life
‘Cause you can’t be replaced by nobody else
I’ll go crazy if I can’t have you for myself (I’ll go crazy)

If I can’t have you
I’ll just be single for the rest of my life
I’ve decided that nobody could compare to you

There’s nobody that can make me feel the way you do

I took your pictures off the wall
That didn’t seem to help at all
So I’mma put it out there, I’mma let you know
If you need to rest your head you can come back home

I thought that I could live without your love, you
know I tried
But I feel incomplete when I don’t have you in my life
So I’mma put it out there, I’mma let you know (Let you
know)
If you need to rest your head you can come back home
(Come back home)

So if I can’t have you
I’ll just be single for the rest of my life
‘Cause you can’t be replaced by nobody else
I’ll go crazy if I can’t have you for myself

If I can’t have you
I’ll just be single for the rest of my life
I’ve decided that nobody could compare to you
There’s nobody that can make me feel the way you do

So if I can’t have you
I’ll just be single for the rest of my life
‘Cause you can’t be replaced by nobody else (Nobody)
I’ll go crazy if I can’t have you for myself (Oh, oh)

If I can’t have you (If I can’t have you)
I’ll just be single for the rest of my life (I’ll just
be single)
I’ve decided that nobody could compare to you
There’s nobody that can make me feel the way you do

Nobody can make me feel like you do
Oh, no, nobody
Can make me feel the way you do"

omg.. im so tired its not even funny.. i tried to go to sleep when i got home from skool but it didnt work cuz my dad came home and he cant be quite for nothing so yeah.. i was awake almost all nite last nite.. i slept for bout 5 hours all together last nite and this afternoon.. so yeah.. i cant do this.. if i dnt sleep to nite im going to be dead.. i feel a sleep in 2nd 3rd 6th and 7th period.. damn thats a lot.. but it was only like 10 mins in evry period maybe.. im not sure.. but still.. i to need sleep..

' Perfect' by Simple Plan
"Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to the plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect"

I wish that i would snow tonite and it doesnt stop till tomorrow afternoon so we dnt have skool so i can sleep in tomorrow.. i hope.. but it will never happen.. right?.. like i said yesterday no one cares bout me so yeah.. whatever.. but then again i think if we have any more snow days we will have to make them up at the end of the year.. so yeah.. i will just have to go to sleep early this friday..

' Raiiny Days ' by Mary J Blige and Ja Rule
[Ja]
Heh yeah
Rule baby, heh
Mary J. Blige
Murda INC
Smile...

[Mary]
It's just those rainy days
Spend a lifetime tryin to wash away
Until the sun come out and shines again
Smile for me, smile for me

[Ja]
All of those rainy days
Spend ya lifetime tryin to wash away
Until the sun shines and I see your face
Smile at me, smile at me

[Mary]
We were always livin so crazy and sexy and cool
And we began to love it (began to love it)
Watchin all of the heartache and pain of the world
And thinkin nothin of it (thinkin nothin of it)
And baby I got love for you
And I know that you got me, baby
But everytime the sun shines bright
It gets so cloudy

It's just those rainy days
Spend a lifetime tryin to wash away
Until the sun come out and shines again
Smile for me, smile for me

[Ja]
All of those rainy days
Spend ya lifetime tryin to wash away
Until the sun shines and I see your face
Smile at me, smile at me

[Mary] Nobody loves the rain
[Ja] Can't stand it
We know we've seen it before
[Mary] Baby, handle it
Baby, what did we tell ya before
About chasin those waterfalls
[Both] Yeah...
[Mary] Nobody loves the rain
[Ja] Can't stand it
We know we've seen it before
[Mary] Baby, handle it
Baby, what did we tell ya before
About chasin those waterfalls
[Both] Yeah...

[Ja]
Yea baby
Sometimes the Rule don't mind the rain
It kinda feels like I'm drownin in the Lords pain
Until the sun comes out and shines again
Smile, and give me reason to keep believin
That everything ain't misleadin
And I, kiss the clouds on them rainy days
And, smile for you when ya skys are gray
Babe, cuz I'm a tear drop away from cryin
And a few shots away from dyin
Dear Lord, would you shower my pain
Let it rain, let it rain on me
While I cherish the air I breathe
I'm an angel, that can't soar, can't fly
And I, mastered it Lord knows why

[Mary]
It's just those rainy days
Spend a lifetime tryin to wash away
Until the sun come out and shines again
Smile for me, smile for me

[Ja]
All of those rainy days
Spend ya lifetime tryin to wash away
Until the sun shines and I see your face
Smile at me, smile at me

[Mary]
I feel like an angel
With my broken wings
So I can soar again
Lord let me in
Baby through all the passion the pain and the hurt
I feel like I'm fallin, yeah

Makin clothes for all of those that
Spread love
And for those who can't take it
Stand up
Baby, we gonna make it
In the words of Marvin Gaye
War is not the answer

Cuz nobody loves the rain
[Ja] Can't stand it
We know we've seen it before
[Mary] Baby, handle it
Baby, what did we tell ya before
About chasin those waterfalls
[Both] Yeah...
[Mary] Nobody loves the rain
[Ja] Can't stand it
We know we've seen it before
[Mary] Baby, handle it
Baby, what did we tell ya before
About chasin those waterfalls
[Both] Yeah...

[Mary]
It's just those rainy days
Spend a lifetime tryin to wash away
Until the sun come out and shines again
Smile for me, smile for me

[Ja]
All of those rainy days
Spend ya lifetime tryin to wash away
Until the sun shines and I see your face
Smile at me, smile at me

[Mary]
Smile, smile, smile, smile, smile, smile, smile, smile, smile
Til the sun shines
Just smile for me
Just smile for me, just smile at me
Know in your heart, that we are free
Free to believe, whatever we feel
So feel somethin real, baby
Hey-ey

okay.. i really dnt want to be single on the 14th.. i mean its going to suck if i am.. seeing every one around me with their boyfriends or with their girlfriends.. i mean yeah im happy for them but then im mad at them at the same time.. i wonder if i will be alone for the rest of my life.. prolly.. no one likes me.. no one cares for me.. no one loves me.. im hurting inside so much and no one even sees it.. every one just sees the smile that i put on and thats that.. they dnt think to look whats going on behide closed doors..

' Irresistable ' by Jessica Simpson
"[JD]
Uh-huh, ha, ha
Sing for me

[Jessica (JD)]
You know
I don't know what it is
(It's the remix)
But everything about you is so irresistible

[Lil Bow Wow]
Fa' sure (So So Def)
It's the 2k top dawg
Don't nobody want it
I got 10K on it, I'm the hottest thing out
If you look at me, you're lookin' at a kid with a plan
If you don't understand homie, check soundscan
So So Def to grain
You know our motto
In the street throwin' paper like we just won the lotto
Guest on the beat, like dubs hit on the six
Irresistible to all chicks
Listen to the remix

[Jessica (JD)]
Don't you try to tell me that he's not my type
To hide what I feel inside
When he makes me weak with desire
I know that I'm supposed to make him wait
Let him think I like the chase
But I can't stop fanning the fire
I know I'm meant to say no
(Uh, uh, handclap, oh)

[Jessica]
But he's irresistible
Up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me

Oh I can hardly breathe, yeah
Don't you think I'm trying to tell my heart what's right
That I should really say goodnight
But I just can't stop myself
Maybe I'll tell him that I feel the same
That I don't want to play no game
Cause when I feel his arms hooked around me
I know I'm meant to say no (I'm meant to say no)
(Clap your hands)

[Jessica]
But he's irresistible
Up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me

Can't you see
Whenever he's close to me
I really find it hard to breathe
He's so irresistible
Think you know
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
He's so irresistable
(You're so irresistable)
{Like that, oh}

[Jessica]
But he's irresistible
Up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me"

well.. my mom just gave me this drink and EWW.. its so nasty.. any way.. as i was saying.. brie is back with ashes.. and thats kewl and all but.. i dnt kno.. snt mind me.. i have no clue what im talking about.. im hust typing.. im so tired... that i dnt even think i should be typing any thing.. any way.. i feel so horrible still bout the whole breaking up thing.. i mean.. damn i messed up so bad and im hurting for it and hes all fine about it.. prolly going out with sum one right now.. i mean he doesnt even come up here any more to chill.. so yeah.. in my mind that means that he dont like me any more.. not even a friend.. what do you think??.. well whatever.. i think that i should go get sum sleep.. what do you think??.. but the thing is when im ready to go to sleep i cant sleep.. how messed up is that.. really messed up.. i think i have like a sleeping problem.. do you?.. well i think im going to go and work on my page or sum thing.. more tomorrow.. or later.. it depends on what happenes.. if i dnt write tomorrow.. worry.. not that you will.. <3 amanda <3
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xVivAxLaBaMxFaNx

02-03-04 6:57pm

Ill be ur valentine!!! ::wink wink:: lollz, ill be alone too coz these 3 boys.. i kno are gonna say no to anything that has to do with me (Zack, frank and "sexy" [idk his name] lollz...)

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XuNsPoKeNxFeArSzX

Re:, 02-03-04 8:52pm

same here but there is only one person.. and that would be .. ******.. you kno hoo right??.. if not i will tell you but on here.. any way.. hoo is "sexy"??.. call me a blonde but i dnt kno.. lol.. well i gots to go.. im so tired.. lol.. <3 amanda <3
*wishing on a star for my one and only .. coz maybe if i wish long enough it will come TRUE...*

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