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| sushininja (profile) wrote, on 2-10-2004 at 10:52pm | |
| Current mood: PH33R...no, just meh...as always... Music: Fool in the Rain |
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| Well, I went to school...got a 5 on my oral, and did farily well (I think) on my AS exam...I came home, played a game of GunBound, and then went to work...there are so many books I need to shelve, it isn't funny...I'm probably going to end up working this Friday, and then probably a good 4-5 hours on Saturday...I'm thinking I'll bump up the rest of this week to 4 hours a night, and then next week if neccessary...next week will such much, because of Band, I miss 3 days where books will build up...I need to catch up, because sure as hell the books aren't slowing down...I don't kow if I'd work faster with a helper/partner, but it sure would make a whole lot less lonely... ...And when I'm lonely, my thoughts descend unto areas where they should not be...and especially since I've been depressed recently, this isn't good...I've not been this depressed since last summer, after Wooster...and I've not really been depressed at all this year, just a little around New Years, but yeah, that wasn't a surprise to me... Maybe in order to become happy again, I need to make some changes in my life...maybe I should make these changes quick...before it is too late... Speaking of late...that is what it is...and I shall be going... I really don't like being depressed, nor do I use it for attention either...I get more attention when I'm happy anyway...and I do try to get out of this slump, it is just pretty hopeless... Quote of the day: "I'll run in the rain till I'm breathless When I'm breathless I'll run till I drop, hey The thoughts of a fool's kind of careless I'm just a fool waiting on the wrong block, oh yeah" |
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Nef | 02-11-04 9:20am All you do is shelve books? |
shiznit05 | 02-11-04 10:00pm change can be good |
| Anonymous | 02-11-04 10:44pm And oh, as I fade away
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