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eragedbluerat (profile) wrote,
on 2-11-2004 at 9:14pm
Current mood: does it really matter?
Music: 24 - Switchfoot
Subject: I am the second man
Twenty four oceans
Twenty four skies
Twenty four failures
Twenty four tries
Twenty four finds me
In twenty-fourth place
Twenty four drop outs
At the end of the day
Life is not what I thought it was
Twenty four hours ago

Still I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You
And I'm not who I thought I was twenty four hours ago
Still I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You

Twenty four reasons to admit that I'm wrong
With all my excuses still twenty four strong

See I'm not copping out not copping out not copping out
When You're raising the dead in me
Oh, oh I am the second man
Oh, oh I am the second man now
Oh, oh I am the second man now

And You're raising these twenty four voices
With twenty four hearts
With all of my symphonies
In twenty four parts
But I wan to be one today
Centered and true

I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You
You're raising the dead in me
Oh, oh I am the second man
Oh, oh I am the second man now
Oh, oh I am the second man now
And You're raising the dead in me

I want to see miracles, see the world change
Wrestled the angel, for more than a name
For more than a feeling
For more than a cause
I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You
And You're raising the dead in me
Twenty four voices
With twenty four hearts
With all of my symphonies
In twenty four parts.
I'm not copping out. Not copping out. Not copping out.

On monday i asked kelli to the dance. Figuring i should even though i had people telling me to wait. All her friends said that i should wait. We have a month 'til the dance. But i didnt want anyone to step in like last year. So i asked her. Her response. If i had asked on friday, she would have said yes. A guy named Tom asked her out this past weekend. He's cool i guess. i dont have long convos with him. but from what i remember of him, he's a pretty good guy. Though i never pictured him as kelli's type, but who am i to say who her type is? im thinking that relationship wont last long. And if it does that bites ass, but ive dealt with the things that bote major ass before. So what do i care really? Oh who am i kidding? I care a shitload. Fuck i hate life sometimes. I asked meegan today, to the dance i mean. She had recently broken up with her bf kevin. Both great for each other. Though meegan can be a little too flirty sometimes, she really cared about him. But he evidently wasnt happy for some reason. I figured id ask her as a friend, and she knew that when i did ask her. But she told me that she appreciates me looking after her like that or something along those lines, but she isnt really up for anything like that. And i can understand that. but now im stuck w.o a date and a promise that if i can't find a date, i'd go in drag. Well tickets go on sale for next week and next week only. MAJOR FUCKING PROBLEM. oh well. i'll think of something. I usually do.
~BOYER
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s2zeitgeist

02-12-04 7:29pm

what's drag mean? o well. i don't have a date yet either. so if i can't find one you can go with ;) lol

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eragedbluerat

Re:, 02-13-04 4:58pm

drag meanns like as a girl. though i might not have used it right.
~BOYER

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s2zeitgeist

Re: Re:, 02-15-04 7:51pm

lol. that's sad. I don't want to go alone. that would suck.

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