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| kiwi (profile) wrote, on 2-14-2004 at 7:14pm | |
| Current mood: listless Subject: Youngest child |
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| So I have an older brother and an older sister. B is my sister, the oldest. E is my bro, middle kid. People always talk about how hard bneing the middle child is supposed to be. I can't disagree but in some ways it is easier than being the youngest. For a while i was trying to figure out where i fit in around my family. I mean my sister is the smart one and my brother is the rebellious one, he even dropped out of college. ANd i couldn't figure out who I was. I mean i get good grades, always make A's(well at least for my average) but then there is the punker side of me. I mean i'm the kind of girl who if i felt like it, would punch a kid for getting on my nerves, and i do... sometimes... SO i couldn't figure out who i was, what my sterotype was. I couldn't be the smart kid, that's my sister(who i think is smarter then me anyway) And i couldn't be the rebel cause that was my brother(again he is way more rebelious than me... or it's just that's how i've always known him cause that's how he was when i was getting older, but he did have this really nredy pahse with a 'shroom cut and everything) So i was standing outside waiting for my mom on tuesday or thursday or somethign like that, leaning my head against one of the poles by the door. And it came to me. I'm the typical creative one. I love music, and drawing(though i suck... badly) and writing. I love all of art('cept maybe dancing, but mostly cause i suck at that too adn envy those who can dance... but only sometimes). I mean i'm not like one of those artsy kids in TV shows but if you think of my family sterotypiclly I'm the creative one. Sure, we all swapped roles, my brother or sister should be creative and who ever isn't is the smart one and i should be the rebel, but this is how it is in my family. The weird thing is, while i am defiently the creative one I'm also smart and a rebel(a hell, refer to previoud post). So my brother and sister influenced me so much i couldn't see who i was, all i could see was them. If i had been an only child i could have created my own me... no B or E in me... |
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fadingintoblue | 02-17-04 7:19pm eh, you're too cool for stereotypes, katie. |
fadingintoblue | 02-17-04 8:30pm eh, you're too cool for sterotypes katie. |
| fadingintoblue | Re:, 02-17-04 8:32pm gah, double posting is annoying. sorry. |