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| runningaway (profile) wrote, on 2-15-2004 at 9:17pm | |
| Current mood: scared. Music: something corporate-leaving through the window. Subject: the words i know. the feelings that dont show. |
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| looks like ive fallen from my cloud. thats just the way it goes. she walks right by. her eyes facing down. her lips frozen to a permanent frown. eyes holding nothing more than a blank gaze. a dream she has of feeling her mother's praise. shes lost. she has no path to travel. shes watching her entire life unravel. a stanger on the street would know nothing of her past. knowing all her hardships would be impossible to grasp. a way to be happy. a way to fix life's despair. so there would be no others experiencing this blank stare. she covers all the wounds w/ a laugh and a smile. shes knows everythings going to be okay. it just might take a while. this girl, she always tries to run away. but she wishes for nothing more than to find a place to stay. shes trying to make no more mistakes, shes trying not to be someone fake. shes trying to find a way to change. no longer wanting to be someone strange. so, this girl. the one w/ the lost stare. know that shes trying. she knows that lifes never fair. shes only trying to keep this away. hoping tomorrow will bring a brighter day. xoxo. |
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mestup21188 | Amazing, 02-16-04 10:40am Carrie, if that was your work, it was amazing. it did everything a good poem should do. it took my breath away and moved my emotions so rapidly. i really enjoyed it and i think im gonna come and read it whenever im feeling sad. i love you so much. you.are.brilliant.
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runningaway | Re: Amazing, 02-16-04 10:48am thanks, mo mou. that was my work. im glad that i can write to make myself feel better and at the same time make others happy too. that thought never crossed my mind. you come and read it all day every day if youre sad.
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