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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 2-20-2004 at 1:21am | |
| Current mood: iffy Music: criminal - fiona apple |
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| I've been a bad, bad girl I've been careless with a delicate man And it's a sad, sad world When a girl will break a boy just because she can Don't you tell me to deny it I've done wrong and I want to suffer for my sins I've come to you 'cause I need guidance to be true And I just don't know where I can begin What I need is a good defense 'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal And I need to be redeemed To the one I've sinned against Because he's all I ever knew of love Heaven help me for the way I am Save me from these evil deeds before I get them done I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand But I keep living this day like the next will never come Oh help me but don't tell me to deny it I've got to cleanse myself of all these lies 'till I'm good enough for him I've got a lot to lose and I'm bettin' high so I'm begging you Before it ends just tell me where to begin -------------------------------------------------- welllll vacation is all too soon coming to an end :( it seems as tho ive loast track of all teh days.. i havent been home half the time hehe havent had time to write or anything :(* so sad but im listening to new music.. yay! always happy when i find great quotes and things haha im such a geek... well all this shit with "krew" vs "krew" is quickly coming to an end as well.. falling thru as quickly as it came.. but some cease to realize the immaturity of their ways... inspiration... the sun rises for yet another day. shining its golden rays upon each crevase of the earths surface. do you choose to be seen? to hide? living in the shadows of reality watching life unfolding like a flower. each silk pedal blooming with radiance, and cowering to blackened skies. i hear every echo..see every tear drop each translucent bead of acid rain spiriling through the skies. i am passing quickly, each picture around me blurred with speed. and colors running together, creating pure beauty. releasing madness, chaos and truth to each scene. to be seen with the naked eye, past perfection. i, half asleep now, recollect your presence. and envision your face and sweet lips upon mine. "but i wont call you baby anymore, if i need you i'll use your simple name. only kisses on the cheek from now on. and in a little while, we'll only have to wave."(love ridden 0 fiona apple) you'll pass me by with insinserity in your eyes. and once again the sun which beats so viciosly, now begins to set. and this sky darkens, in the shadows i lurk. and in a little while, we'll only have to wave... |
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xonixieox | 02-20-04 2:18pm hey babe!! i miss you oh so much!! i just decided to get drunk... and since i dont have any alcohol at my house... i had to do it this way!!! lmao im so fucken funny!! love you! |
| Anonymous | All I Do..., 02-20-04 4:46pm As I sit in this spacious room, reliving the past and present times, I find myself alone. I have told many I have forgotten drugs, leaving them behind me, takeing away my inspiration to write. All I can do now is hope that I make it through, be strong once again. You see, with drugs I believed I could feel like a god, having extra hormonous feelings like I were a sex god of some sort. But I also forgot about the people around me, the only people that cared for me. I forgot about how they felt and what I was doing to them. So without drugs in me all I can do is think. I sit sometimes on my roof and think about when the sun will rise. But as I sometimes watch it rise, my life only seems to get darker. I know I am alone on my own behalf. I made this decision to be alone. To whatever extent this note may let you see how vaunrabul I am, I am Sorry for what I did. I messed up. I tried pushing you away, out of my life. It was like I didnt want you to know me, and I didn't... Not til' now. I want you to know this person, this person who seems like he wont go away if you want him to only if you want. I feel as if maybe you have forgotten, so I shal let it be. I will not forgot, because everytime I sit on that roof and stare into the awaiting sun rise, I will be alone, and I shall remember that once, only once I had the chance of a lifetime, a chance that most might not get. This hand that I once lay infront of you still is empty, and still awaits for the sun. I wish you the best in your dreams, and I hope that somewhere in your heart; You shall find forgiveness. -Seanie |
| Anonymous | 02-20-04 11:40pm manda baby!! its traci! im writing in this because i love you so much and i love ur jurnal (umm yea i can spell lol) well yes this is my story abotu how much i love u manda! lol! well ..hm.... i love u ... and i love our missions lol ... and yes thats my sexxy story lol! well i love u! xoxo*traci* |
cocopuff | 02-24-04 9:59pm just had to tell u that i love ur icon!! hahah cuz weed is the shit!!! keep smokein bum!! |
silentcriez | Re:, 02-24-04 10:09pm lol i love you lizzy hah ai wish i could take credit for it but my lovely beth made it for me :-) i love her!
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