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| spinoangel (profile) wrote, on 2-29-2004 at 6:54pm | |
| Current mood: apathetic Music: jessica simpson - "to fall in love again" Subject: hmm. |
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| my weekend. woohu lost my entry before about it. so i guess this is the newer version. friday, i dunno why but i felt like such crap. for various reasons. i really regret acting the way i did, cuz i only made myself feel worse everytime i pushed people away. although i'm sure my murderous mood amused ashley cuz i wanted to throw some knives at people. it all culminated on the bus ride home. thank god for greta because ... she puts up with me when i bitch about my day on the bus. i just put my sweater over my head and i cried a little. shrug just felt a little trapped i guess. so i went home and took a nap and felt a little better. the rest of the night made me happier cuz i went with danielle and my mom out to dinner and then out to see dirty dancing. regardless of the annoying girls sitting behind us, i loved just sitting there and watching the movie. the entrance to the theatre was decorated with flowers and said "welcome to havana". i guess the movie embodies my fantasy movie life. going to a place you dont know, being scared, dancing, falling in love, having it all taken away but being happy that it happened. i wouldnt mind seeing it a sceond time just to lose sight of my real life again. saturday my mom and i went shopping. yeah we had an excuse, that we had to get valerie and nicole birthday presents. we happened to slip in a few things for ourselves too. felt pretty good. then i got ready and went to valerie's house. it was interesting. i had fun in a very weird way. various things made me happy that night. well maybe not happy. but it made the evening worthwhile. dancing alone with danielle. talking to greta and wanting to cry. acting like a klepto in valerie's closet. standing in the rain. seeing how people act in a different environment. chillin in the garage with valerie and ashley after everyone else left. taking home lotsa food. wanting to be valerie's best friend again. amongst other things. that is always the phrase for me to use. today i stayed home and did some homework while my parents went to ft lauderdale to see a jewelry show. i got into a bad mood again but i guess it's gone for now. sometimes all i need is to be left alone. with food and tv. but i have been rewarded with earrings from my parents. nice gesture from them. <3 will your arms still hold me? and your eyes console me? baby please don't turn your back... and just pretend that your heart still needs me, and your soul completes me. and we'll find a way to fall in love again. |
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torturedangel4lyf | 03-01-04 11:19pm Hey I love ur journal backround. I have some on my computer but how do i put them on my journal?
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spinoangel | Re:, 03-02-04 7:00pm i used a code from a site that gives backgrounds. if you wanna use your own, you have to upload your background on the net and just look up html codes and then you can insert the link to it. |