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| sushininja (profile) wrote, on 2-29-2004 at 10:01pm | |
| Current mood: blech |
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| The worst times I ever have in the morning are when I realize that I've woken up again... I read through most of my old journal entries...I'm depressed a whole lot...and that was a year ago...a whole lot of progress, eh? This weekend was okay, worked on the opera, the strike, stayed at Kobacker till 3:30 or so...I was up till 6:00 this morning, thinking, thinking...about it all, reasonably so...I really wish I knew what people felt about me...especially Carmen and Sara...I'm not assuming anything, because odds are it will be wrong... Today I watched Malcolm X with Carmen and Esther...Carmen seemed to be really annoyed with me...I don't know what I've done... Had a bassoon lesson tonight, hopefully these will give much needed improvement to my ability and playing and knowledge... *Yawn* I'm tired, I want to skip tomorrow...but I always feel guilty, about not going to work...not so much guilty as a feeling of dread washes over me... I'm in pretty bad emotional and mental shape right now... |
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| Anonymous | 02-29-04 11:37pm Boy, you confuse me.
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shiznit05 | 03-01-04 5:14pm yay for no guessing on how i feel about you...i think its fairly evident that i hate you ;) and by hate i mean love, and by love i mean i luv ya bunches of oats! even though you creep me out sometimes, like last night even though you dont remember it...
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