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| Angel_Bob (profile) wrote, on 3-17-2004 at 5:52pm | |
| Current mood: blank Music: Sheila Take a Bow by The Smiths Subject: I'm a girl and you're a boy... |
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| Give Katie at least 500 hugs tomorrow okay? Throw your homework onto the fire... Ah this song is great. Took a quiz...  YOU ARE ME IN ANOTHER DIMENSION! woooo i love us! ARE YOU ME? (in another dimension) brought to you by Quizilla I miss the days when I had something important to say. I miss the days when I thought everything I did was important. I miss the days when I had some deep thoughts to pretend everyone cared about. School has become pointless for me. For the first time in my life, I hate it. For the first time in my life, I look forward to the weekend. And for the first time in my life, I can be sad and not cry. I don't know if that's an acheivement but it is something new. And I sort of like it. My life is of no interest to anyone right now, including me. Everything is just so boring. I don't know what happened but all of a sudden everything deflated. I hate school, life is boring and I've once again given up any conquest for this thing called "love". How many times will I give up only to pursue it again? You know what? I just want a break from life. I just want a break from the world. I want to spend a day or two curled up in a corner. With somebody and everyone else. I want to be able to sit and think. I just want to think without crying. I want to think without worries or doubts. I'm trying to care a lot more about people. I don't care about myself that much, I never really did, but over the past few months I actually cared. I didn't like it at all. I was mean and snide and cruel. That was really weird. When they say you're not that strong, you're not that weak. It's not your fault. I just did a really silly and stupid thing. We'll see how it turns out. Set my mind for open sky, but couldn't fly - so sadly. What am I? What am I? Sullen eyes shed teardrop lies then criticize - now laughing. Smurf, that was a waste of your time. I hope you didn't read it all the way through. Five minutes of your life gone. I'm sorry. I'm just out of it. It's really weird. I don't know... I've been so damn sad. I love you all. |
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godessalthena | 03-17-04 7:03pm I love you... Things will stop being boring sometime... |
TaoMan1121 | couldn't have said it better myself..., 03-17-04 9:43pm Rachel, I stumbled upon your journal while reading Andy's comments a couple weeks ago. Since then, I've been keeping an eye on yours because you always seem to take the words right out of my mouth when I'm writing an entry. This entry was so eerily similiar to my current feelings about life and my situation, I just had to say something. Thanks for putting my thoughts into words and just wanted to say that even a complete stranger has an inkling of how you feel. |
Angel_Bob | Re: couldn't have said it better myself..., 03-17-04 10:33pm Wow. You're very welcome.
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burn667 | 03-18-04 1:18am i love you
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Angel_Bob | Re:, 03-18-04 6:32am Yes, I own all three.
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SuzakaWaterWings | 03-18-04 10:41am I love you...and I like your new icon, yay! Be happy! |
Angel_Bob | Re:, 03-18-04 5:09pm Ah the fun icons that boredom brings |