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| Angel_Bob (profile) wrote, on 3-22-2004 at 4:41pm | |
| Current mood: confused Music: Time by Chatal Kreviazuk Subject: Please know that I'm learning |
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| I'm down Down on my knees Begging for all your sympathy I'm being really angsty and I hate it but you all will have to deal. I really like this guy. It's only been two weeks since Ben and I broke up but I already am jumping on the idea of a relationship with this person. The catch is, I gave up on relationships. I promised myself I would forget about the idea. I'm sick of history repeating itself and I'm sick of everything coming back. I like him a lot. I've liked him before but I ignored all that once hope was gone. And I guess now that the door is open... Everyone keeps telling me to "go with the flow" and just let things go where they want to. But I'm afraid it's going to turn into a relationship. I want it to but at the same time, I don't. Yet my fear of relationships, my fear of everything coming back and my fear of history repeating itself... All of it is crushed by how much I like this guy. And I don't know where to go. I don't know where to move. I love you all. |
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Shinigami | 03-22-04 5:46pm If you don't want a relationship, tell him. If he likes you (and understands you) he will understand. |
Angel_Bob | Re:, 03-22-04 6:04pm But I do...
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windedhero | 03-22-04 5:46pm That's what life is about. History, and making it.
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1010101 | 03-22-04 9:25pm The best thing I can say, is do what you need to do. However, bear in mind: there is a difference between what we want to do and what we need to do. If you feel you are not ready for a relationship yet, then do not gamble on one. (and for lack of a better phrase) Love is one thing that you just do not want to f*** with. |
Anonymous | Re:, 03-23-04 8:51am good answer |