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xMiyavixFanx (profile) wrote,
on 3-25-2004 at 10:54pm
Current mood: crushed
Music: Kittie- Paperdoll
Subject: Nobody?
It feels really horrible, to wake up one day and realize that you have nobody. No friends, that your family disowned you, and your so called Guardian is never around. Even online everyone seems to have gotten tired of me. Lately, I just feel horribly alone. Everybody I loved or trusted is gone or seems to have forgotten about me. And anyone who gets close to me seems to disappear. Well...it hurts. A lot. I know I'm whining, but I really can't help it. I spent almost all of the day in my room, laying in bed and staring at the ceiling. I haven't eaten in days, and no one even cares that I barely ever come to school anymore. I thought...I thought I could handle everything by myself, but I guess I can't. Because I'm having one hell of an emotional breakdown. The truth really hurts...especially when you have no one to share it with. Gods..

-Adrian
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godessalthena

03-26-04 12:33am

I'm sorry I can't be there for you... I wish I could be a better friend to you...

And I would bake you the most yummy cake in the whole world just for you!

I love you!

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godessalthena

03-26-04 12:34am

I'm sorry I can't be there for you... I wish I could be a better friend to you...

And I would bake you the most yummy cake in the whole world just for you!

I love you!

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xMiyavixFanx

Re:, 03-27-04 2:09am

-Smiles slightly- Thanks. ^^ It's good to know that atleast you're still rading my journal and commenting.

Love,
-Adrian

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fading-away

03-27-04 4:52am

Aw, don't feel that way! You know there are people that love you -cough loser people like us- It's probably not much of a condolence, but hope it helps. <3 <3 Plate of cookies for you ^^

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xmiyavixfanx

Re:, 09-30-04 10:34pm

I never noticed that I hadn't replied to this. ^_^ -Steals cookies- Muwah! <3 Cookies are muchly welcomed.

Much love,
-Adrian <3

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YellowPagian

04-10-04 4:44pm

I'm really sorry to hear you're not doing so well. I know it's not much, but at least you've got adoring fans, right? Hang in there, karma will reward you. But for now, how does ice cream sound?

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xMiyavixFanx

Re:, 04-10-04 8:03pm

Ice cream? -Beams- I love ice cream! ^_^ ...>>; Wow, you commenter people have given me like...the perfect desert. n.n' Thank you. And as far as having a journal with Shin-shin Dir en Grey in it...awesome. Very. ^_^

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shaboozuunoid

*Sad.................., 04-14-04 7:48pm

Hey...what about me?? I'm still here! If it makes you feel any better, I still care about you. I know what you're going through from experience. Just wanted to let you know that. -even though you have no idea who I am- I gotta go now. Love you!

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shaboozuunoid

Sorry..., 04-14-04 7:52pm

I would give you some ice cream, but yellow pagian stole it from me! I tried.

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xMiyavixFanx

Re: Sorry..., 04-28-04 9:52pm

^_^;; -Gigglesnort- Well, its the thought that counts right?

Lots'a'Love,
-Adrian <3

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godessalthena

04-14-04 10:41pm

are you going to pay the $2? Please tell me you are...

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xMiyavixFanx

Re:, 04-28-04 9:45pm

..o.o; Check the latest entry. ^_^

-Adrian

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