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onceagainistandalone (profile) wrote,
on 3-29-2004 at 7:41pm
one day im going on about how im the happiest i've ever been in my entire life, then literally the next day i seriously don't want to be alive anymore.

maybe its this sinus infection and the constant pain in my face that is caused by it..but i just really have a bleak outlook on everything right now..

i don't know.

i just feel like its never going to work.
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happygolucky4646

03-29-04 10:34pm


i'd wait until the infection goes away before you consider suicide and all that stuff. life's not so bleak when you can actually breath.

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onceagainistandalone

03-29-04 10:43pm

theres alot more to it than that.

i don't need to wear my heart on my sleeve for everyone though.

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radioradiohead

Re:, 03-30-04 12:25am

you promised me you would never kill yourself.

remember that.

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happygolucky4646

Re: Re:, 03-30-04 8:19pm

he's not suicidal, i was just fucking around. besides, if he killed himself, he knows that i'd kick his ass so bad, he'd wish he were dead. so stick that in your pipe and smoke it. but don't forget to empty out the ashes...hmmm

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this-acoustic-love

Re: Re: Re:, 03-30-04 10:43pm

heh..
ryan... *laughs*
i wonder about you sometimes


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this-acoustic-love

03-30-04 1:26am

shh. yes it will.
of course it will. how couldnt it?

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