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| lindseyethatsme (profile) wrote, on 4-2-2004 at 9:09pm | |
| Current mood: completely content Music: the laughter of chelsea in my ear.....very loud Subject: truly happy |
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| i finally discovered that if you stop analyzing, stop worrying, stop trying to make things go a certain way...they work out for you. or shall i say- God works them out for you. I'm realizing through my faith in him recently, that ever since I have handed my life to him, things have gone so much better. I believe that "time is just God's way of making everything not happen at once"...I really do. I have come to a place where I'm realizing what I want, without having to try every other option out also, and be content with the outcome of what I chose. I'm fine with who I am, yet am still willing to change- not who I am- but things that effect my character. I love my boyfriend, who I thank God for putting in my life. He makes things simple, when I sit there trying to find an answer, he always has the answer in the easiest way to understand. He is a Christian, and very different from most guys his age- which I love. He's willing to risk stupid reputations, and caring what people think, just for his walk with God- and that is so incredible. He keeps me on my feet, reminding me each day of what is the right thing to do; no matter how hard it might be to do the right thing at that moment. And most of all- he makes me laugh, and smile...and laugh some more. I love him; and I love the relationship we have, and how different ours is from most people our age. Also- my friends. I went through a phase where I loved the friends I had made and just wasn't willing to "let" anyone take any of their places. I met people...but didn't get close to them. (if that is understandable) But finally this year, I realized how stupid that was, and started allowing people to come into my life, and allowing myself to trust them. (Which was also a big issue I had.... trusting others.) And now I look back, and I have made so many great friends; I don't know what my freshman year would've been like without them. ... Chelsea, Heather, Gwyn, Erica (whose been there with me through it all), Rachael, Ali and Kara- all of you girls are so awesome and wonderful. I love you all, and thank you for being so good to me. -Lindsey |
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| Anonymous | THE CONNOR...aka CHELSSSSSSSSSSSSS, 04-02-04 9:52pm hey!! thanks for the shoutout..i would have to say i love "LAFF??" youuu! lol and definitly franeks class too (go army?? haha not so much if we want to LIVE) lol well i just wanted to leave you a comment- so bye girl!
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vixenvocals | 04-03-04 10:53am Hey Lindsey. This is Carly... from chorus. I just read almost all of your journal :) You, my friend, have an incredible direction with writing. It is as if you capture emotion, thoughts, visions, and feelings and just put everything into words so perfectly... that you paint an entire landscape for your viewers... by simply using that palette that is your fire. Keep up the good work! I write some myself... though I normally don't post, and to read your work, I can really relate to you. I hope that we may become closer friends before this school year is over so that I may have the honor of your company over the summer.
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| Anonymous | nathan, 04-06-04 4:12pm you know what, youve got it all figured out. its about time. i love you, cant imagine high school with out you. i miss green(e) |
LindseyEthatsMe | wow im in love., 04-06-04 5:19pm whoa nathan- that was so sweet. thank you for your comment. it made my special day even better! i love you too- so much- and i don't know either what this year would've been like without you...i hope you understand just how much you mean to me, and the great things you've done in my life.
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LindseyEthatsMe | hey- wait just a minute, 04-06-04 5:49pm wait just one hott second. i thought you didn't read long entries eh nathan? you little sneaky thing you...hmph.
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