04-04-04 8:36pm

OK LISA LISTEN! u wanna say i dont care bout nobody.. wasnt i the one who tried to leave u all alone.. but no u guys tried talkin to me sayin i shouldnt stop talkin n all.. i tried doin that for the better.. so dont say shit that u dont know about.. plus.. u dont know everything aight.. u may think u do.. but ur hearing 1 side of the story.. best thing for u to do is stay out of it unless u plan on listenin to everyones point of view ok!
-marcus
-PS.. HATE ME ALL U WANT!

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Re:, 04-04-04 9:07pm

ok why are you still reading my journal you told me to screw off and i am its my journal i can say whatever shit i want to in here why dont you just stay out of my life now! and you had so many opportunintys to tell me your side and you told me enough for me to know your side. i talked to you when no one talked to you ,trying to see if maybe i can help you but no you cant!! you can never stand to see anyone happy if your not. and by threatening derek that didnt help your chances with kelly! and you had the opportunity to be friends but that wasnt good enough now we dont really want to have anything to do with you so marcus im sorry you screwed your own life up fuck off

sara said not to mess w/ me bc she will screw your head up your ass so far that you wont know where toy are or who you are so you wont need to worry about all this shit (exact words) she just wanted me to add that

love always Lisa

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Re: Re:, 04-04-04 9:47pm

ok lisa.. u tried to hear my side of the story by talking crap to ty?? YES THANKS.. and threatening derek wasnt to get back wit kelly.. IF THAT WAS THE CASE.. i'd of fucked up all those chances.. but u know.. thats not why i did it.. and every fucking time i try to get the fuck away from u guys.. u fucking come to me and start saying " OH NO DONT DO NOTHING.. TALK TO US" shit like that.. IF U WANTED ME OUT U WOULDA LET ME GO ALONG TIME AGO! n ok sara.. do wat u want
-i may sound like a real ass.. but i could sound alot worse..
-marcus

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Re: Re: Re:, 04-04-04 9:48pm

AND ONE MORE THING.. IF U WANT ME OUTTA YOUR LIFE.. DONT BRING ME UP IN ANY PUBLIC DISCUSSIONS SUCH AS YOUR JOURNAL! IF IM OUT OF YOUR LIFE.. I WANNA BE COMPLETELY GONE!

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Re: Hey shithead!!, 04-04-04 9:52pm

I will hate you all i want since you are giving me permision. If your gonna leave nasty comments on my gurls journal, i will hunt you down, and kick the shit out of you, you dumbfuck. You better watch what you fuckin tell her cause i will find out, and i will get you. Your head will be so far up your ass, you might be able to see your heart, but oh what, you don't have one. I forgot. You really don't kno what the fuck your saying, cause your dug yourself into such a deep hole you can't see daylight. You go sit in your shit hole untill you die. It would be for the best of everyone. And you screwed up all your chances with lisa and kelly both, U fucked it up. Now you are laying down helplessly in your lttle shitty hole. FUCK OFF lisa and kelly, stop making their lives hell when it's all your fault. And do everyone a favor, and get over your fucking self and move on. Just cause lisa and kelly dumped you doesn't mean it's the fuckin end of the world, ok dumbfuck. Listen if i ever hear them say you did anything to them from this day on, i will personally come and kill you.
<3always,
Sara

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04-04-04 9:58pm

ok before u read this.. its gunna sound bad..
IF U WANNA TALK ABOUT DUMBFUCK.. LOOK AT YOURSELF.. OK? WHO BROKE UP WIT WHO IN MINE N LISAS RELATIONSHIP?? AND U HAVE ALL RITE TO TALK SHIT RIGHT.. SEEING U PROB DONT KNOW HALF THE FUCKING SHIT GOING ON RIGHT NOW.. U CAN SAY WHATEVER THE FUCK U WANT OK.. LISA WANTS ME OUT OF HER LIFE.. OK IM OUT.. BUT SHE NEEDS TO LEAVE ME OUTTA W/E THE HELL SHE SAYS.. PERSONALLY COME AND KILL ME.. GO AHEAD! ILL SUPPLY U WIT A GUN OR W/E U WANT... oh and one thing... U DONT THINK I KNOW ITS MY FAULT? WHY THE FUCK DO U THINK I TRIED NOT TO TALK TO THEM BACK A LONG ASS TIME AGO?? SO ALL THIS FUCKING DRAMA WILL STOP GOIN ON IN THEIR LIVES! ur just like lisa.. dont know what the fuck your talking about.. and once u learn.. u may have the rite to share your opinion.. its really hard to try and talk smart in a journal of a bunch of dumbasses.. they'll never understand..
-ive had a really fucking bad nite so w/e im done with this crap.. talk all the shit u want to
-marcus

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Re: Re: Re:, 04-05-04 9:01am

hey, Marcus, juss so u know...not me Sara....(like, church Sara...idk what u wanna know me by)...but yes, that was def. not me!


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Re:, 04-05-04 4:15pm

obviously you dont get the point of an online journal... let me explain in easy terms that you can understand thepurpose ofit is for me to come on share MY thoughts MY ideas MY feelings and whatever else I want to say! than people that care about me and that i care about (that right there discludes you marcus) can give me advice! NO ONE IS FORCING YOU TO READ MY JOURNAL!! your friends dont read it MY friends read it and yesterday when i wrote this you were in my life! so why dont you take your own advice and stay out of my life bc yeah it will be better and once you are out i will have nothing to say about you and if you dont like what im saying than STOP READING MY JOURNAL!!!!!

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Re: Re:, 04-05-04 5:19pm

OK!! wow... u ppl need to stop yelling at each other n talking so much shit... yeah n Marcus the purpose of a journal is so that u can let out all the thoughts n shit n if u don't like what lisa sayd in it then just don't read it cuz no ones making u read it.... ok.... n yeah marcus u did fuk it up for ur self by threatening Derek and me cuz that was just plain fuked up n yes I know u said sry but i am not gonna be able to forgive u for the fact that u hurt me sooooo damn much its not even funny.....I mean I still don't get the fact why u didn't want me n Derek to be happy n shit but w/e.... im not gonna waste my time on all this bullshit ne morecuz i have better things to do.... n like i said is no ones fault ur life went like this but ur own... i hope u learned ur lesson!! bye bye!

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Re: Re: Re:, 04-05-04 7:29pm

ok you guys need to calm down like take deep breaths ... ok now havent you guys ever seen the lion king? either of the three ... HAKUNA MATATA! (and for all you deprived children who have not seen the lion king, it means no worries) whats done is done and simply cannot be undone so drop it and move on theres no use to keep conversing about it. my friendly advice is cut your losses and move along with your lives because lisa asks me nicely to read her journal and comment and so occasionally i do ... and quite frankly, im kinda sick of the drama! but i love you lisa!!! my sexy dweeb!!! F.A.T~lAUREN

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 04-05-04 7:38pm

lauren you know your even sexier lol

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 04-05-04 7:40pm

btw thanks for cleaning my room and making me realize everything

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 04-05-04 7:54pm

im happy to be of service to you my ten bajillion times sexxier than me dweeb! and im happy i made you realize "something" FINALLY YOU DEAF PERSON I'VE BEEN SCREAMING TO! lol love you ~f.a.t~lauren

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 04-05-04 7:58pm

lauren lol remeber i stopped dead in the middle of the street and told you you had a point lol be happy! and i am thinking about what you said better

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Re: Re: Re:, 04-05-04 9:56pm

kelly.. im not saying osrry so that ull talk to me agn.. ok? n if u took wat i said as a threat.. thats your problem... u took it the wrong way or something.. n dont say its only my fault ok? none of u guys kno everything ok..

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 04-06-04 9:36am

I agree with Lauren.....and Kelly and everybody...Marcus doesnt hafta read Lisa's journal if he doesnt want to....but, u guys dont have to be so mean to him....if u want him outa ur life, then juss say "marcus leave me alone" and leave it at that...I'm not siding with ne one, juss tryin to say sumthin, so yall plz dont get mad at me....juss plz stop fighting....I dont like it when ppl fight, specially when they r both my friends...I am not saying u guy have to kiss n make up....but dont fight! ppllzz....and Lisa, u can do SOOO much better than Jake!

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 04-06-04 3:47pm

Marcus, here'a a tip, if you want to be outta lisa's life, you have to stop talking to her, or involving her with anything you do. Once you do that, she won't have anything to say about you, and you won't have to deal with shit like this. OK good, glad to see we all agree. And lisa, jake is so hott, and you should keep likeing him and disreguard what this chick above me said. You and Jake would make a cute couple.
<3always,
Sara

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 04-06-04 4:31pm

omg lol sara i knew i can count on you! LOVE YA BABE! lol but ppl you all known im torn... and a handfull know why but from what SOMEONE told me.. i have to untear myself (or how i say it, tape myself together bc im just a dork) before thursday... AND EVERYONE I ASK IS LIEK OMG ITS A SECRET I CANT TELL! but like alot of my friends are telling me they hate him and want me to stop liking him and the other half tell me to just like him and take a chance!! im here like AHHH but ok lol !! well i must go finish my 5 page essay on emily dickenson!! bye bye love ya all!

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 04-06-04 6:21pm

Lisa go with what your heart tells you, and not what other people think. Cause if your truely happy, all your friends should be truely happy. I will back you up 100% in whatever you do. Even if i kno you are gonna make a mistake, selfish i kno. But when u do, u will learn from that mistake, and you won't do it again. But i will always be here for you. Even when u do fall, i will catch you. And help u off your feet.
<3always,
sara

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 04-11-04 11:49pm

actually marcus lisa broke up with you becuz she was the one that said "its over just forget it were broken up" and you said ok you two just broke up becuz of something you did i was there and i thought id clarify that fact

-Meghan

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04-12-04 12:25am

one thing u forgot to mention there meghan.. lisa was the one who said "just break up with me and ask her out" ... she wasnt the one who made the final decision.. i was.. and what she said "its over jus forget about it" thats when i asked if she was ok.. she said jus forget about it were not goin out its over so u dont need worry bout it..-- jus thought u'd like to know ...
-marcus

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Re:, 04-12-04 11:50am

ok just forget about it its over just let it go at that .dont dwell on it, it will just cause more conflict.. -love you meghan!! and lisa if your reading it i finally got an ice cream machine thing *JeSsiCa ~

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