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| spinoangel (profile) wrote, on 4-6-2004 at 9:05pm | |
| Current mood: melancholy Music: death cab - "tiny vessels" |
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| i just feel so majorly passive right now. i almost freaking fell asleep in the bathtub. no, i didnt try to drown myself. and it's already 9:10, i need to get offline. we might not be going to gainesville because my mom cant get a hold of andrew (and is freaking out) and most of the hotels are booked this weekend. but i doubt i shall go to soco/yc even if i am in town. shrug. maybe im just not in the mood right now to be excited. why can't those feelings just go away and stop haunting me? i wrote my personal statement for art... kinda BS but kinda the truth. april 15th. be there. i just have no idea what to say. this is the moment that you know that you told her that you loved her but you don't. tiny vessels oozed into your neck and formed the bruises that you said you didn't want to fade, but they did and so did i that day. all i see are dark grey clouds in the distance moving closer with every hour. so when you ask "was something wrong?" that i think "you're damn right there is, but we can't talk about it now. no, we can't talk about it now." so one last touch and then you'll go and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more. but it was vile, and it was cheap and you are beautiful, but you don't mean a thing to me. ... but you do. |
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christini | 04-07-04 4:01pm shall you be in town, you will come. |