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| LeVeL27FREAK55 (profile) wrote, on 4-9-2004 at 1:43pm | |
| Current mood: confused Music: Lostprophets Subject: whatever |
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i am so fucking confused right now, and i dont know what to do..or anything. i can't got to other people, i can't..fucking do anything. but i also want to. i'm even doubting putting this up in my journal. i'll probably delete it later. put it up for like a day, then take it down. everything is so confusing..i have all these opposite feelings and stuff, and part of me wants to do that thing with ella, but part of me wants to not, part of me thinks its the cowardly way out. i don't want other people to think i couldn't handle things. it just fucking pisses me off. everything. but i can't even do anything but sit here and think about why i'm confused. if i do one thing it'll counteract another thing i want to do. even not doing anything is making other things not possible, fucking problems. whatever. yeah sorry i'm just really kind of unstable at the moment. and i know if i were you i'd be really pissed at me because public displays of depression always piss me off...but yeah i do it anyways. i need peopl to know what i'm thinking. i hate it when people say they're depressed the way i am now..fuck. i hate everyone...yeah, that's right fuck everybody. |
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something101 | 04-12-04 4:46pm hey, I'm nobody, so don't hate me, kay? I'm seriously lost in the entry, but yeah. Don't hate everybody, becasue people can be cool. |