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| squishylover (profile) wrote, on 4-13-2004 at 6:49pm | |
| Current mood: Full-o-food Music: Let's find a rock Subject: CHICK-FIL-A |
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| Well well well, I have now learned that I cannot drive when someone is angry...at least for the moment. It get's me all nervous and then I can't really pay attention. They start snapping at me for doing things wrong and it turns into a big mess. I have a shit load of stuff to do tomorrow, one being Ryan's birfday (and yes I put birfday) and I have to go give him something after my music lessons after school. I have dance and music and a shit load and I have to stay after school in the first place. I have to learn my lines for Charlie Brown....cause I don't know them, and the show is in like 2 wks so I need to get crackin'. Meep I don't know if I want everyone reading this but I guess it's ok, I can make it where only my friends read it but meh. Ryan and I are or were I don't know if they are over well we were having some problems. It seemed that we couldn't talk anymore and we don't really know why. We have a good idea but meh I'm not going to tell you cause I know and he knows and thats good enough. Well last night we talked for awhile about it then everything went back to our normal odd convos about bannanas and kicking one anothers asses. Today in school we went back to our abusiveness selves and I'm wondering if it's only because of our talk last night and we are trying to make things better....or they are getting better. To me I think we were just trying to prove to ourselves that things were better to make us feel better. I love this kid with all my heart, I have shared alot of moments with him and I would do anything for him. If I ever lost him I don't even know what my life would be like, and I don't like to think about it. Meh anywhoozles you all probably really don't even care about what I'm writing anyways....shit now I'm starting to sound like Meg, ok forget that last comment on not caring. But yah I got some work to do I just wanted to put some shit in here. I really hope things get better between Ryan and I... -Chasmin- |
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cabinetofcuriosities | 04-13-04 7:51pm aww i hope things get better too... :o(
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squishylover | Re:, 04-13-04 9:12pm ::stiffles a laugh::
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