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| snowflakea4 (profile) wrote, on 4-13-2004 at 11:55pm | |
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| well tonight i had a long talk with sara and i finally got her to tell me everything and i told her that if we are close friends like she tells me.. that she wouldnt keep things from me, especially things like she likes the same kid as me... than when i ask her, she lies and denys it. but im glad she told me after i forced it out of her she still explained she wouldnt replay what happened last time.. so i was happy! sara i love you and you can tell me everything ill only be mad if you dont tell me and you make me find out myself!! ahh!! ok anyway today i basically cleaned and well... jake dosnt like me only as a friend. :0( someone told me that, but i still like him alot and i cant really see me getting over him but as long as i dont bother him i guess its ok right? well ok jake imed me and now im done talking to him.. idk hes purposly being a jerk to me so that id stop likeing him (from what i heard) i just dont know why he just wont let me like him i could care less if he feels the same or not i just want to like him without anyone bothering me. i really wanted to talk to him.. one on one me n jake but im not going to even go that far.. ill just wait a while, unless he ever wants to talk to me (highly doubt it) sometimes i wish i just kept me liking him to myself so no one would know. grrr another thing that bugs me is someone told him i was suicidal. NO PEOPLE I AM NOT SUICIDAL AT ALL. especially not bc of what happened to mariah. my life isnt that bad to the pont i need to take my own life away. and mariahs wasnt either, life never gets to a point to take that extreme. and i wouldnt do it either i mean what am i, crazy? as far as cutting myself goes i have no cuts on my arm anymore and i would never cut myself ever again and i stopped that a long time ago. i love myself to much :0) not to sound (conceeded) spelling is bad for me. sorry, whenever i get on this thing i lecture i need to stop that lol i have so much i want to let out but im scared that like someone may be reading that i wouldnt prefer knowing.. so im going to go to bed, night | |
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| Anonymous | 04-14-04 8:42am Hey listen lisa i have to talk to you, bout sum stuff, that i didn't say last night, i know i should have said sumthing bout it last night. But i had to think about evreything. But i swear its the truth. I will either talk to you soon, or when i get home, since i'm going to the beach. ttyl. luv-ya
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snowflakea4 | Re:, 04-14-04 1:31pm ok.. well its ok you didnt tell me last night just tell me later kk!! love yas |
supergurl | 04-14-04 8:51am yay! Lisa, I am sooo happy that u rnt depressed over Jake not likeing u!!!! I hated it when u were depressed....and its good that u rnt suicidal!!! luv u!!!
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snowflakea4 | Re:, 04-14-04 1:32pm no im not depressed over that lol im happy just liking him and knowing at least he dosnt hate me and still wants to be my friend lol as long as i get to see him im all happy lol |
supergurl | Re: Re:, 04-15-04 9:25am awwww....I juss dont want to c u depressed!!!!! bc i luv u and when u were depressed...it wasnt good! so if Jake hurts u....Im goin in....with my "squat" car and beetin his ass |
snowflakea4 | Re: Re: Re:, 04-15-04 12:59pm lol thanks sara love yas... call me when you can bc i want to tell you like everything thats been going on |
| Anonymous | 04-14-04 4:53pm dont worry if he dosnt like you.. he doesnt know how much of a good girlfriend or a good person you are.. hes really missing out |
| Anonymous | 04-14-04 7:45pm NEVER BE SUICIDAL YOU ARE ONE OF THE FEW PURE PEOPLE ON EARTH |