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| supergurl (profile) wrote, on 4-19-2004 at 9:15am | |
| Music: surfin safari-beach boys Subject: brett |
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| ok, the way I figure it....Life is only fun if u make it fun! Meaning.....go out, have a blast, do stupid stuff, w/e...who cares if ur immature.....!?!?! I was at Small Groups last night and my friend Lisa had juss gotten dumped, first bf, first kiss u know how it goes? and ne ways, she was cryin.....and I gave her alot of advise, and told her what happened to me with the cutting and feeling suicidal and junk...I hope she listened to me....I know sum one did....ME! I KNOW that I love Brett....but liek the song say (Everybody's fool- Evanescence)...he had ALOT of ppl fooled, myself included, thinking that he loved me! But, I am overpowering myself and letting this overcome me and take over my whole life! That isnt something that I want happining to me, I dont want to become depressed, suicidal, a self mutilator! I am going to like put all of this behind me and try my bet w/ all my strength to be happy and not let this bring me down....I know, ever since I told Logan what happened and Logan said that it showed how much he really loved me....well, its tru, if he did love me like he said he did, than he would have either gone or called to say he wasnt! but ever since than, I have actually been happy! (not counting the times ive been sick) but, I am putting this whole thing behind me...maybe next time, he will think first about tellin sum girl he really loves her!I am done with him...it'll take alot bc u cant juss get over someone that quickly....but I will do it...! Perfect by nature Icons of self-indulgence Just what we all need More lies about a world that Never was and never will be Have you no shame, don't you see me You know you've got everybody fooled Look, here she comes now Bow down and stare in wonder Oh, how we love you No flaws when you're pretending But now I know she Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled Without the mask where will you hide Can't find yourself lost in your lie I know the truth now I know who you are And I don't love you anymore It never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled It never was and never will be You're not real and you can't save me Somehow now you're everybody's fool |
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| Anonymous | Go superhero!, 04-20-04 7:31pm Whohuu go sara!
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supergurl | Re: Go superhero!, 04-21-04 4:20pm I know, I am sooo happy....that all came from my lil talk with Lisa...I relize, I have to take my own advise sometimes! |