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xvivaxlabamxfanx (profile) wrote,
on 4-20-2004 at 9:00pm
Current mood: pissed off
Music: Was Nightmare.. now Finch
Subject: Josh
zGO0dChArLOttEz: http://hometown.aol.com/benjisout2getmee/formal.html
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: josh is so cutew
zGO0dChArLOttEz: aint he tho
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: yeah and so are the other two guys
zGO0dChArLOttEz: lol who? rick and justin?
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: yeah
zGO0dChArLOttEz: lol ^_^
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: wow josh is really cute lol
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: u guys look good together
zGO0dChArLOttEz: lol yea.. i kinda sorta like him.. ((well.. looking past the fact that im pissed off at him right now))
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: why are u pissed at him
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: is he gay or is that jsut what people say
zGO0dChArLOttEz: go here: www.woohu.com/~xvivaxlabamxfanx and read the second entry forn the top
zGO0dChArLOttEz: he IS gay.. thats why i cant have him
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: rick is really hott isnt he gay though secrelty
zGO0dChArLOttEz: either gay or bi
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: wow josh probally got yelled at to go dont let that piss u off its no big deal
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: its something petty and u dont wanna fight wit the kid u like over something petty like that right>\
zGO0dChArLOttEz: it doesnt bother me that he went, it bothers me that hes lying about it
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: yeah i see where that could get u mad but dont worry botu that it isnt that bad becasue he probally got begged to go and didnt wanna tell u becasue he was afriad to hurt ur feelings
zGO0dChArLOttEz: yea well right now (if he even talks to me) hes getting the silent treatment
zGO0dChArLOttEz: i ignored him when i went to the bathroom today but its not like he even tried to say anything
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: no dont do the silent treatment
zGO0dChArLOttEz: its better than revenge
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: because its jsut gonan ruin any chance u got
zGO0dChArLOttEz: my chances are already ruined! he dont like girls!
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: jsut drop it and rember it one day when he is mad at you
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: well he is still a asweet heart and u dont wanan ruin ur friendship!!!
zGO0dChArLOttEz: whatfriendship? him barley talkin to me and ditching me
zGO0dChArLOttEz: *barely
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: it isnt ditching and u r givin him silent treatment thats why
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: do u kno ray millard
zGO0dChArLOttEz: no
zGO0dChArLOttEz: and he did ditch me at the dance
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: everybodyt seperated from there dates
zGO0dChArLOttEz: for the whole thing
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: well maybe that was a little harsh
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: but still
zGO0dChArLOttEz: idk.. but even if sum1 told him i was pissed, he probably wouldnt do anything about it.. he probably wouldnt even care
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: yers he would jsut from seeing josh around i kno he has a big heart and is nice
zGO0dChArLOttEz: i thought that too
zGO0dChArLOttEz: but recently hes been starting to prove me wrong
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: maybe he needs soemt ime
zGO0dChArLOttEz: like what? a year?
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: lol
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: i dont kno maybe he needs his space did u ever check to make sure eh was okay and he wasnt having any problems wit his relationship or something
zGO0dChArLOttEz: how and when would i have dont that/
zGO0dChArLOttEz: *?
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: i dont kno lol on the compuiter
zGO0dChArLOttEz: hes either always away or never really talks
zGO0dChArLOttEz: or recently.. not on much
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: talk to his away messag telll him how u feel and whats going on
zGO0dChArLOttEz: ill tell you the same thing i told alex, id rather talk to him in person.. you cant see emotions thru a computer screen
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: yeah thats definlty true but sometimes its easier to not see emotiong
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: emotions
zGO0dChArLOttEz: but i think this is something that would be better in person
zGO0dChArLOttEz: coz in person, say if i went to walk away, he could pull me back but you cant do that thru a computer screen
DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: yeah
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XuNsPoKeNxFeArSzX

la la, 04-21-04 5:58pm

okay.. i agree with amanda and alex.. i think that you should just forgive him.. i kno he lied and all but still.. thats not right.. even if he lied to you and fee maybe he did go home.. then went to the party with rick.. you never kno.. but any way.. if i was him and you pissed at me.. i would be pissed right back at you.. and trust me.. its not very good when im pisses at you.. ha ha.. lol.. but yeah.. just forgive him.. if you LOVE him you will.. look at me.. how many times did i forgive andrew when he was been a jerk.. alot.. lol.. i kno he messed up and all.. but he still has a right to do the things that he wants to do and lie about them if he wants.. its not good to lie but when you think you need to lie you just gotta do it.. well let me go.. talk to you later <3 amanda

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xvivaxlabamxfanx

Re: la la, 04-21-04 6:02pm

i WOULD forgive him but that wont be enuff.. i want him to kno that what he did affected me and im just hoping that hed talk about it instead of ignoring me about it too.. i mean, if i forgive him and hes still avoiding me and ignoring me, what am i gonna do???

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