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Rina (profile) wrote,
on 4-26-2004 at 3:00pm
Current mood: sleepy
Music: other computers
Subject: my journey seems to end at your doorstep
today was agonizingly slow.

i was eagerly anticipating the end of the day when i woke up this morning.

i felt very shy. like a little girl keeping a secret. ana said i looked small and cute. and i started to wonder what other people might think of me. i am a very curious person.

i didnt talk very much. i was kind of hoping that if i stared at my watch enough the day might go faster. or if i didnt talk to anyone, the day wouldnt slow down any more than it had already.

it didnt work.

now i am at my mother's office. this place is so bland i can hardly stand it. it screams that it needs more than white covering its walls. it feels like some sort of penitentary. but each time i come here it doesnt seem as bad. i hope that doesnt mean im accepting that it wont change. i hate being forced to accept things. thats why im so good at arguing. i can pick fights so easily i scare myself.

yesterday my mother took me and my sister to 'Mamma Mia!' at the barbara b. mann hall. it was a musical. and i have to say, it was alot better than i had expected.

and for those of you who read some of my story, would it be too much to ask for feedback? i dont know if i should continue writing it.
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Anonymous

04-26-04 8:39pm

story!? what story!? please share:)

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Rina

Re:, 04-26-04 9:54pm

hmm
maybe, maybe

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Anonymous

share, 04-27-04 9:42am

I wnat you to share also, what story?

-lost and confused, not loved

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Rina

Re: share, 04-27-04 2:34pm

ok, ok. i will share.

just dont laugh the next time you see me

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shootinstarz

05-02-04 11:10am

hey its me kayla. you mentioned a story. from just conversing with you you are like so intellegent and stuff. haha. SUPRISE. anyway... can ya email me yer story? i'd luv to read it.

<3

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