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sammibaby (profile) wrote,
on 5-2-2004 at 11:19pm
Current mood: weird
Music: i dont wanna know {im addicted!}
this is what i want. i want a day, or maybe that's too much to ask for. i want a half day where i can just sit and not have to worry about a thing. i don't want any stress. i don't want to have any problems with my friends or family. i want to be able to sit and when i start to think- i wont have any negative things flooding my mind. i don't want to think- oh yeah, i'm fighting with my dad/mom or brother/sister. shit there's crap going on with this friend and i hope i can talk it out with some other person. i hope they didn't take what i said the wrong way, i hope they don't get mad at ME for having MY feelings hurt. i hope this person doesn't spread crap about me around the school. i hope my grades will go up. i hope this person is telling me the truth. i really hope this person makes it through it. i hope my family is doing alright. and every other fucking thing that's not going right. honestly, i can't remember the last time i was truely happy. i know it hasn't been for awhile now. it's just been a constant thing of mood swings. and i'm sorry if i've been bitchy or just 'boring' so to speak. i just haven't been myself. i'm sorry. i can't think anymore, i'm just trying to fill you in as much as i can do while being comfortable with it.
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Anonymous

05-03-04 4:30pm

hey sammi- i know that i havent been here for you 100% percent recently and we havent exactly been talking as much but it hurts me to see you hurt. I dont want u to be upset because you totally dont deserve it! just know that i am always here for u no matter what. I know that have definitely heard your share of my complaints and i am all ears if u need to talk about any and everything. feel free to call me anytime (even tho i mite be asleep if its after 9 lol). i love you and hate to see u so unhappy! u need to smile!

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Anonymous

Re:, 05-03-04 4:31pm

oopsies i forgot to mention that that was amy! hehe luv u

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sammibaby

Re: Re:, 05-03-04 4:47pm

haha..but i knew it was you! thanks for everything though! i was just feeling kinda stressed.but today was good. and i liked talking to you. it always makes me happy! wuv u duckie!!

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sameen

05-04-04 6:52pm

hey sam-

u know i'm always here 4 u if u need 2 talk, and i'm pretty sure the feeling is mutual. i know there's just some shit u can't say or don't wanna say, but that's cool- but if there IS nething that u DO wanna say/talk about, then u know i'm here. and no, u don't have 2 worry about "coming 2 me wit ur problems" cuz i know u wud do the same 4 me. so just wanted 2 let u know that. i think it's been a ... long year 2 say the least. that doesn't begin 2 describe it tho lol.

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boricuababy

why does it always take me so long to finally read ur woohu???, 05-05-04 8:25pm

im sorry it took me that long..u kno i can't go online..lol..im sorry things havent been going good for you lately..and dont worry u dont seem bitchy and u fo sho arent boring!!!..i really really hope u start feeling like yourself again soon..this weekend is gonna be off tha chian tho..lol..i wuvvvvv uuuuuuuu sammmmmiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...u kno im here if u need me or if u need sum1 to hear u out..muahz..x0x0..<3

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