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| supergurl (profile) wrote, on 5-6-2004 at 9:06am | |
| Current mood: guilty Subject: ...still... |
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| hello all....(not too many ne more....bc woohu is all paying now n ppl r too damn lazy to pay) ne ways, me n Todd r all good now I guess.....well, as good as it can get with what I did...especially after the whole pot thing....and I am sooo happy we r still togehter, u have no idea.....I told him there was something wrong when we were on the phone with Chris, but I wouldnt tell him what...but when I got to the library (yes, I was there AGEN...but onlii bc that is the place i go when I NEED to get awaii from mii familii.....ok, stopping with the II thing lol) he was online (intsead of working on his paper...>:-( ) so, I IMed him and told him what had happened....lets juss say, what he wants to do..isnt a good thing.....ne ways, so we talked it over, and he still wants to go out.....and y*all have NO IDEA how happy I am for that! I don*t know why he puts up with me like he does,but I am soo grateful for him (no matter what his beliefs are...uhm, allie and leanne and aaron).....but Chris found out too......and he helped me....Chris, I lylab!!! Thank u !!! :-) ne ways, at this point, I know I dont LOVE Todd....but I can say I like him alot more than I did Logan......and I liked Logan alot....(and looking back, I relize I didnt love Logan for real....I can*t see myself with him ne more)I mean, Todd makes me feel sooo comfortable and I am care free when I am with him...Hopefully he'll be able to come to my concert tonight..... (That somehow reminds me of Sarah....hey, I am sooo glad u found John....{To him: im sorry I hurt ur feelings lol} U finally seem REALLY happy...!!!!)...oh, and Vince emailed me...He says he knows he fucked up, and hes sorry bc he feels bad, but he can*t do that to Mel bc he loves her.....and it was sweet bc it started out with a pic of her, then said I feel bad then another pic "i m sorry" then another pic "i fucked up"then another pic" but I cant do that agen, I cant do that to Mel, bc i love her and i felt really bad" and I emailed him back saying I can*t do it agen and I wont bc I can lose Todd and I know how he feels....Not onlii do I feel bad for todd...i feel bad for melanie...and stuff like that.... ...on a nother note....I know me n Chris aren*t close close...not even really close...we r juss friends, but I sumtimes think of him as a brother, him and Todd have been there for me since I started this journal....which would be b4 December 19th...(lol, I didn*t look, I actually have it memorized when me n Todd's first kiss was and I started this on me n Chris's LAST kiss)....but like ne time I have ever had problems with Todd, I would always call him and he would always help me....specially that Teen Night thingy mab bob....Thank u Chris!!! |
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BloodCoveredHands | 05-06-04 5:10pm ITS JOHN NOT JONATHAN! JONATHAN IS A LITTLE FUCKING BASTARD THAT SHOULD DIE!!!!!!! |
supergurl | Re:, 05-07-04 9:10am oops, sorry my bad *John* |