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I just got back from the Security Office of Filene's.... I've never fucked up so bad in my life.... everything I've ever done I've gotten away with somehow and finally tonight some people gave me what I deserve.. a nice record of shoplifting and posession of stolen material or w/e the fuck they call it. Not only did I fuck up my own situation but I got my friends booked too... and their gonna have it 2x as bad with their parents then I am.. and thats even worse. so please don't ruin your life by making dumb mistakes like I did, that will stay with you FOREVER.... a permanent record stays with u ur whole life.. if ur gonna do drugs... be my guest but dont fucking get caught if ur gonna steal... dont be a dumbass about it and dont think JUST cause you get away with it once that you NEVER will, cause thats not the case Auto response from x we4k inside: From now on im gunna try to do better. No more drugs, no more lying, no more stealing, no more being depressed over nothing..im gunna fix my life...i dont wanna be known as a fuck up. I second that So now I'm desperately waiting to here from Emily.... thats probly my biggest concern right now :-\ I can't imagine losing one of the best friends I've ever had because of one of the stupidest mistakes I've ever made.. and meg.. when I think about it you are the only one who has stood by me through everything.. and never walked away when I needed you most. Thank you so much for just simply being there... I know I can always count on you to be by my side I love you guys, always laughh it up and leave a comment >>> |
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emmyd | kelsey..., 06-06-04 9:46am kelsey-
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krazykelc1 | Re: kelsey..., 06-06-04 1:39pm :( I love you Emily..
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xonixieox | 06-06-04 11:01am Kelsey i love you and i hope everything turns out well! im here for you if your sad or depressed and you wanna talk! never forget that! i love you
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cocopuff | im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 11:07am that sux gettign cought and all but u knwo what i dont want to b a bitch but im gonan say it... SURVES U RIGHT.... go ahead and talk shit about meg then say that it was all us u know damn well that todays ago u were talking shit about her and now shes the onyl one who has ever been ther... ok... w/e i dont care if ur frinereds with meg.... i dont have a problem wiht meg other then the fact that she lied to us for no reason.. she could have gone to ryans i dont care i jsut wish she would have told us insted of making us sit and wait for her for an housr.... but u know i really believe that WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.... and u can say ur goann stay away form drama but by telkling meg that we were talkgin shit and u wernt then u jsut fuckign started it
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krazykelc1 | Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 1:13pm well unlike you and some of my former friends I dont leave my friends because of some stupid thing that's not even gonna matter to me in a few months. and dont even act like it was a suprise to you, all of you knew damn well I wouldn't hold it against her because I didn;t the first time amanda got mad at her... ya I was mad because I waited for her for hours but I think unlike you guys I took the time that I was at home that day to THINK about what happened and decide what I should do about it. now I wasn't with u guys the whole time so I don't know what the fuck you said abotu her and you can even ask Meg I didn't say shit to her about you guys so you can fuck off. goodbye |
cocopuff | Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 3:49pm we were all mad at meg....and we all said stuff, and it wasent to meg that u said stuff u said it to jess... and all i was sayin was that it was gay of u to go and say what everyone else did and then not b able to jsut look at ur slef and say what u did and not care about other ppl... and w/e i was sad when u told jess that u wernt ever really my friend... but u knwo what i dont care... i was never nehting but nice to u and then u go and say u were never my friend and that u were jsut there cuz of manda...wow ur a fuckign bitch!!! i told u things and talked with u about things that i would never say to ppl that wernt my friend.... u are one mean person klec cuz i was never mean to u EVER and yet u still just pretended to b my friend... soo w/e goodbye i dont need to u pretend to b my friend nemore cuz i have pleanty of friends that really do care about me and trust me ur no loss what so ever... so fuck off rot in hell and i hope u have a fucked up life cuz thats they way ur goin when u use ppl and pretend to b there freind....
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krazykelc1 | Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 4:21pm dont even try to change things around and make me seem like the bad person here. you know dam well I told Jess I was only your friend because of Amanda.. if it weren't for her you never would have even tried to be friends with me and you know it but I don't care cause you fucking know I wouldnt have wasted my time being friends with you if I was pretending all along..... I would have never questioned our friendship back in december if I didnt care at all about it... I would have just let it go without a fight ... and you KNOW I don't let things go easily I do anythign and everythign I can to hold on to things I love so dont even try to change it around and make me seem like the one whos bad here cuz u know exactly what I said |
krazykelc1 | Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 4:24pm and dont say I wasn't mad at meg I was and I still am but I deal with things differently then you guys
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cocopuff | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 4:48pm FUCK U UR DUMB!!!!! i never even tried to make it seem like it was ur falut but u told jess u were only my freind cuz of manda... and that hurts... and fuck u for thinkin that i wouldnt have tried to b ur friend cuz i tried to b ur freiend when u came in and took the one person and first person i ever loved away from me... so if u think that being nice to u throught all of that that i wasent trying to b ur friend then u have a problem.... and when we foughht in december u were the one giving up... u were the one who said i ditn want to b my friend nome all i di was try and stop u form leaving me liek holly did... cuz even in december i loved u soo much.... and then today once again u say u dont want to b my friend and im sopost to b the awful one..... tell me kelsey WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I EVER DONE TO U BUT B NICE!!??? and thats y i quit... im not gonna b friends with someone who has to fake that ther my friend or with somone who doesnt trust me even though i have never gicven them a reason not to so ill leave u with ur own words and u can tell me weither reading that sopoable comming from ur bestfriend hutrs
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krazykelc1 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 5:11pm fuck u lizzy all u ever were was nice to me!?!?! bull shit WHAT WAS TODAY another nice thing you did for me?? dont even try to say i started this CAUSE U DID there was no problem til u start accusing me of shit i never said or did without eve asking me about it first so dont try and say i started this U DID and im the one whos ending it cuz im sick of it |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 5:13pm thank you |
krazykelc1 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 5:38pm i love how lizzy thinks its perfectly fine to yell at people when they didnt do anything wrong but then when they tell her they arent friends anymore all of a sudden lizzy did NOTHING wrong in the first place |
cocopuff | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 5:46pm i think its pretty funny how u told jess that it was me and manda that said somehitng when it was u,..... and i think its funny that that was what i was saying but u were to buys yelling at me saying fuck u ur nto my friend to listen... all i was asking was y u said that and then couldn't admit it... and ask meg , meg told me u didnt say nnehtng to her i already knew that it was what u said to jess... so before u go and say i wong read a little better and see what i was fuckign talking about... cuz u flipped out over somehitng i didnt even say!!! and fuck u!! this is the only time i have ever said nething to u... and it was cuz u were lieing to jess wghci was gettign me yelled at for no reason... soo fuck u!! i never said i didnt do nehtign wrongf but id liek to see u go back througth this whole year and look at all the times that i could have been a bitch and i wasent... and u know damn well that u have been a cunt to me plently of times... like not believeing me or trusting me when i had done nothign to u... but i guess i should have learned in december that u didnt trust me for no reason and that it was gonna stay that way... but liek i said its not my losss.. all im loseing is somone who never cared....ur the one whoes loseing a true friend |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 6:01pm lmao |
krazykelc1 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 6:24pm no u just freak out over nothing and ur wrong cuz i never told jess that you or amanda said ANYTHING
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cocopuff | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 6:35pm CAN U READ!! I GUESS NOT!!! i jsut fuckign said i knwo u didnt say nehitng to meg!!! i knew that all along!! and if thats the only thing ur gonan wine about then im not even gonna comment nemore... cuz not once did i say i said nehitng to meg... and i was told bye jess that u said that it was all me and manda... and i also told u i closed the im so i dint have it but that was as close to it as i could get.... so stop saying all this shit about how i try and say that u were talkign to meg... i fuckign already knew that and i said that liek 3000000 times... so mayb if u would calm down and read u wouldnt b soo angry.. and u wouldnt have gottne soo angry in the first place... cuz all i was saying to u was that u said it to JESS(NOT MEG) and i wanted to know y u could say what e and manda "said" but not admit to what u had said... but its opk u can understand now and mayb not b soo angry.. but u already let it slip that u were never my friend and i dont even care abotu this stupid little fight cuz thats all it was.. but then u flipped out and i found out the truth... soo goodby kelsey im not gonan commetn back in here its stupid.. cuz now i understand what u thougth i said(which was wrong) but its funny how a misunderstanding brings out the truth |
krazykelc1 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 6:39pm shut up liz dont tell me to calm down...... whos the fucking calm one in this conversation TELL ME
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Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 7:00pm what the hell .. ok all i said was that i remember sitting by the corner n meg leaving n we all scream i love you this was when i gave her a pack of newports .. n kelsey goes oh meg only smokes newport becasue ryans does then she goes that goes with everything else to like ramen she only eats beef ramen becasue ryan does n meg told me she ate that way b 4 she met ryan .. so what the hell are you people talking about .. jess saying this jess saying that i would love to know becasue i was pissed off at kelsey becasue it was weird how meg just randomly like hated us all so were all like KELSEY n i wasnet even there when u guys were waiting for her for hours or w.e but when i got there maybe a half hour after i hurd the story n kelsey was all complaining i guess about getting bitten how she could do this again im never making plans with her again becasue she'll just ditch me sooooooo .. i dont know what you all are talking about but thats what i hurd |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 7:07pm n i dont know why this hole thing matters n e ways u guys are gunna end up friends n e ways so lets just drop this thing its bound to happen either way |
cocopuff | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 7:36pm kelc god damn... that was the conversation and i got mad at u cuz u wernt listing ing to me... and u still arent CocoPuff0210: i dont even care abotu that thats nto what im mad abotu..
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krazykelc1 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 7:46pm oook we all said shit about meg cuz we were mad... its just gay how everyones trying to say I said everything that was said that day... which is def not true cause I probably said the least
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cocopuff | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 8:10pm no no no kelsey u dont understand.... i never blamed nehitng on u i just wanted u to admitt that u said the stuff about the ramen... and i was not a wicked wicked bitch to u today... i was telling u to admit it and u were the one to say fuck u send the proof so i can blcok u u bitch blah blah blah soo instedof u bloking me i blocked u i mde things easyer for u.... BUT STILL IM NOT MAD AT U FOR THAT!! and w/e i can forgive u for that... but i will never forgive u for telling jess im not ur friend... and no we will not talk again u said it urslef u cant talk to me liek a friend cuz i never was one to u.. well thats pretty sad cuz i treid to b ur friend and i thougth i was but i learned today it doesnt matter how much u love a person, all that does it give them more of a reason to hurt u.... sooo goodbye kelsey... im sry fer getting med at u cuz i was being blmaed for saomehitng u said and u not admitting u said it... and im sry i trued to b ur firined cuz i guess that wasnet enuf for u |
krazykelc1 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 8:28pm i dont care im pissed cuz u blew up on me today because of something i didnt even do... and no u didnt start yelling at me because of the ramen thing u yelled at me for a totally differnet reason n then u changed it around and made some new kind of reason y u were mad and no friends dont freak out like u did today and i cant even believe u would try n say all u ever tried to do was b a friend to me after yelling and accusing me of all that shit today ive been through enough this fucking weekend i dont need ppl accusing me of 100 million different things that i didnt even do |
cocopuff | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-07-04 6:59am no kelc thats y ur soo mad... u fucked up this weekend i had nothing to do with that, and u have a problem cuz u think everyoen is out to get u... well believe it or not im not... u can ask jess i was talking to her the whole time and she tell u that the only think i was mad at u for was the ramen thing. cuz that was the only thing u did... u told jess that u had never said it and u know u did and i wanted u to admit that it wasent jsut me and manda because meg hated me and manda when we had done the same thing as u, and i wanted to make sure that if that came up wiht meg that u could admit that u said it, but i knew u wouldnt, and u still wont.... and because u fucked up this weekend and did somehting stupid was no reason to fuckin say that we were never really friends... and u say that a friend doesnt flip out on u liek that, liek what kelc!??! i fuckign said that u need to admit u said it so that me anda manda aret the only ones gettign yelled at becasue of somehting we all said, and u flipped out sayuing i had no proff that u said it and u were the one who was freaking out i dint swear at u once till the end because u wouldnt listen to me, u flipped out cuz u wouldnt jsut calm down and read what i had said, insted u flipped out cuz u thought i said u told meg somehitng, it was never somehting u told meg, i wanted u to admit to meg if it came up that u had said it to becasue u did ask neone who was standing there, and then u said as soo as i show u proof u were going to block me... ok kelc whos the friend obv not u if u cant talk througth somehitng as stupid as this wiht ur friend, so insted of u blocking me i decited that u wernt going to try and fix it insted u were goign to run away form it so i hleped u by blocking u... so i realized u are immture and u cant b proven wrong, same thing in december, it was my falut u didnt want to b friends, yet i had done nothign to u, ok mayb today i yelled at u but thats beacuse u said things to jess thats made me and manda seem to b the only one who said somehting and u to b the angle when u had said or agreed to everythin we had talked about and thats not what a friend does, thats not beign a friend to meg either saying shit and then not being able to say that u had said it, but w/e that doesnt matter.. the fight was dumb, and the only reason it blew up liek this was becasue u didnt take the tiem to read what i was really sayin and then got mad at me for things i didnt say, i didnt blame u for 1000 million things i told u u said to jess that it wasent u who said it it was me and manda when u know u said it to, somehting as stupud as ramen, but it was jsut as stupid that u couldnt admitt it and thats was my point througth this whole thing.
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krazykelc1 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-07-04 7:07pm everything i just wrote got deleted so to make it short you changed wat i said to jess around and tried to make it sound like i was telling u i never liked u which was the exact oppposite of wat i said to jess and if u had read it u would have understood... i said the only reason u ever hung out with me was becuz of amanda but w/e im not gonna argue about this i dont care anymore i just dont want to ignore eachother cuz i dont feel the way that i did yesterday i just said it cuz i was mad |
cocopuff | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-07-04 7:51pm ok well the fact that u would even think that to makes me mad... cuz i have never done nething to u kelc and u know it, and u know that when u didnt want to b my firend in december all i did was try and make it so u didnt leave me, so how u could ever think that i wasent ur friend idk cuz if i wasnet ur friend why would i have not wanted u to leave me in december... and w/e i know the fight was dumb and i dont want to ignor u, but i have to think about things, cuz even if u were mad yesterday i was soo sad and i was friggin crying my eyes out when jess sent me what u said cuz i though u were never my friend and that hurt me kelc, and im teired of being hurt by u, this is the second time u have done this to me, and i dont knwo if i can allow myslef to b friends with somone who cant even trut me, or cant even see that all i ever did was love them, cuz theres nothign more i can do to show u that and obv what i do is not enuf, and ok i was mad yesterday to but even with all my anger and sadness i never questioned our friendship till i was shown ur conversation with jess where it seemed clare to me that u were never really my friend. mayb thats not what u ment but thats what it seemed like to me... so idk i need time to think about everything before i can jsut forget this happend... so till then bye kelc
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krazykelc1 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-07-04 8:45pm ok well i can understand y u would feel that way... but i also think i had my reasons for getting upset especially when you know how easily ppl can lose all the trust I ever had in them... and when you were yelling at me like you yell at people u hate (i wont mention names) i felt like i was one of ur enemies and it made me upset so thats y i flipped out |
cocopuff | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-07-04 9:44pm but thats the thing.. i wasnet yelling the only time i was mad was at the end cuz u didnt read what i had said u and were flipping out saying u were gonan block me... this thing wasent that big of a deal but when u were goann block me over it it pissed me off... and i understand were my last comment before i blocked u would make u mad but u werent getting the right thing, idk y but i guess u dit read it right liek how i didnt read u talkgint o jess about us not being friends right... so this whole thig was stupid and one big misunderstanding... but i nned to talk a breather not jsut form u form everything at the most for another day... u know i love u thats the only reason i got mad in the first place, its just i want to chill out for a few days cuz latley it seems liek all neone is doing is fighting with eachother and thats the last thing i want to do is figth with u guys.. so im not gonan ignor u tomorrow... i had a hard enuf tiem tryin to today, and no worries by friday everyhtign will b ok
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krazykelc1 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-07-04 10:00pm thank u liz..
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cocopuff | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-08-04 5:51pm I love you Kelc plan and simple!!!
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Anonymous | 06-06-04 12:18pm aww kelsey i love you!! i cant believe u finally got caught that must have been some scary shit! i love you tho! and im glade u and meg have decided to do better things cuz i was getting scared i dont want u guys to get hurt... i wish i was there just to go through another disaster with u haha o gosh kelsey we r like sisters i have known u the longest out of all my friends and im sorry i wasnt there to help u... i love you so much!
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