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krazykelc1 (profile) wrote,
on 6-5-2004 at 10:21pm
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Subject: I am a fuck up


I just got back from the Security Office of Filene's....
I've never fucked up so bad in my life....
everything I've ever done I've gotten away with somehow and finally tonight some people gave me what I deserve.. a nice record of shoplifting and posession of stolen material or w/e the fuck they call it.

Not only did I fuck up my own situation but I got my friends booked too... and their gonna have it 2x as bad with their parents then I am.. and thats even worse.

so please don't ruin your life by making dumb mistakes like I did, that will stay with you FOREVER.... a permanent record stays with u ur whole life..

if ur gonna do drugs... be my guest but dont fucking get caught
if ur gonna steal... dont be a dumbass about it and dont think JUST cause you get away with it once that you NEVER will, cause thats not the case



Auto response from x we4k inside:
From now on im gunna try to do better. No more drugs, no more lying, no more stealing, no more being depressed over nothing..im gunna fix my life...i dont wanna be known as a fuck up.

I second that


So now I'm desperately waiting to here from Emily.... thats probly my biggest concern right now :-\ I can't imagine losing one of the best friends I've ever had because of one of the stupidest mistakes I've ever made..

and meg.. when I think about it you are the only one who has stood by me through everything.. and never walked away when I needed you most. Thank you so much for just simply being there... I know I can always count on you to be by my side

I love you guys, always



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emmyd

kelsey..., 06-06-04 9:46am

kelsey-
omg i dont think ive ever had that feeling that i ahd last ntie wen that guy was walking with us to the Security Office..My dad maybe said a total of 30 words to me..and my mom..im not gunna get into that..lets just sum it up by saying that they think that im a disgrace,and are ashamed to have me as their daughter...thats wat they said last nite...from 8:45-11:00 i cried and cried...i think the hardest thing was actually looking my dad in the eye and saying im sorry...ive never done that before :-(...
The Punishment
-Grounded for a LONG time
-Not allowed to go to the mall unless with my mom
-Not allowed to go out, except to school, and to FL..but my dad said that he doesnt want me to go to Florida anymore cuz he thinks im a horrible influence on Nikki
-The Worst part...im not allowed to see Kelsey and Meaghan..im sorry girlz :-[

I agree with meaghan..im going to start acting COMPLETELY different..and another thing that happend last nite wen i was talking to me mom, is that i was crying and i was so mad that i told her about me wanting to die, and how ive tried to kill myself..so she said shes gunna call the doctor tomaro so i can go to Therapy :-\ yupp so that cutting myself on saturday afternoon..was pointless cuz i didnt kno that later on that nite i would want to do it more and more.
My mom asked me was i was thinking wen that guy walked up to us..and i said "i wanted to die"
well..im gunna go and sit in my bed and cry a little more.
Now i have to wait and wait for the Letter to be mailed to us telling us wen he have to go to Court

ugh im such a fuck up


(friend with bags forever)- didnt work out that way, did it?

-Emily

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krazykelc1

Re: kelsey..., 06-06-04 1:39pm

:( I love you Emily..

I dunno what the fuck I'm gonna do.. I messed up real bad this time and I took you down with me... I feel like shit, I dont care about the judge I dont care about the court and I dont care about the fucking security they can kiss my ass....

but when I left there last night and u and ur parents turned the corner to leave I knew that would be the last time I saw you.... either for a short time or forever...

and I wish I could go back in time and not go into Filene's last night.. cause if we didn't none of this would have happened..

and I dont know what there gonna do to us but if its community service... I'd rather do be doing that everyday until I'm 18 then have this happen... cause the worst part of all of this is losing you and I still don't know how I'm gonna deal with it..

:'( friends with bags forever I love you

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xonixieox

06-06-04 11:01am

Kelsey i love you and i hope everything turns out well! im here for you if your sad or depressed and you wanna talk! never forget that! i love you

<3 NikkiE

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cocopuff

im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 11:07am

that sux gettign cought and all but u knwo what i dont want to b a bitch but im gonan say it... SURVES U RIGHT.... go ahead and talk shit about meg then say that it was all us u know damn well that todays ago u were talking shit about her and now shes the onyl one who has ever been ther... ok... w/e i dont care if ur frinereds with meg.... i dont have a problem wiht meg other then the fact that she lied to us for no reason.. she could have gone to ryans i dont care i jsut wish she would have told us insted of making us sit and wait for her for an housr.... but u know i really believe that WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.... and u can say ur goann stay away form drama but by telkling meg that we were talkgin shit and u wernt then u jsut fuckign started it

have a nice day
Lizzy

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krazykelc1

Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 1:13pm

well unlike you and some of my former friends I dont leave my friends because of some stupid thing that's not even gonna matter to me in a few months. and dont even act like it was a suprise to you, all of you knew damn well I wouldn't hold it against her because I didn;t the first time amanda got mad at her... ya I was mad because I waited for her for hours but I think unlike you guys I took the time that I was at home that day to THINK about what happened and decide what I should do about it. now I wasn't with u guys the whole time so I don't know what the fuck you said abotu her and you can even ask Meg I didn't say shit to her about you guys so you can fuck off. goodbye

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cocopuff

Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 3:49pm

we were all mad at meg....and we all said stuff, and it wasent to meg that u said stuff u said it to jess... and all i was sayin was that it was gay of u to go and say what everyone else did and then not b able to jsut look at ur slef and say what u did and not care about other ppl... and w/e i was sad when u told jess that u wernt ever really my friend... but u knwo what i dont care... i was never nehting but nice to u and then u go and say u were never my friend and that u were jsut there cuz of manda...wow ur a fuckign bitch!!! i told u things and talked with u about things that i would never say to ppl that wernt my friend.... u are one mean person klec cuz i was never mean to u EVER and yet u still just pretended to b my friend... soo w/e goodbye i dont need to u pretend to b my friend nemore cuz i have pleanty of friends that really do care about me and trust me ur no loss what so ever... so fuck off rot in hell and i hope u have a fucked up life cuz thats they way ur goin when u use ppl and pretend to b there freind....

Lizzy

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krazykelc1

Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 4:21pm

dont even try to change things around and make me seem like the bad person here. you know dam well I told Jess I was only your friend because of Amanda.. if it weren't for her you never would have even tried to be friends with me and you know it but I don't care cause you fucking know I wouldnt have wasted my time being friends with you if I was pretending all along..... I would have never questioned our friendship back in december if I didnt care at all about it... I would have just let it go without a fight ... and you KNOW I don't let things go easily I do anythign and everythign I can to hold on to things I love so dont even try to change it around and make me seem like the one whos bad here cuz u know exactly what I said

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krazykelc1

Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 4:24pm

and dont say I wasn't mad at meg I was and I still am but I deal with things differently then you guys


Vanished 1 2 2 0: but i just want you to think
Vanished 1 2 2 0: really hard about what you are doing here
krazykelc 1: i cant trust anyone
krazykelc 1: and i wasnt about to loose meg over ryan who wont be in her life as long as i will
krazykelc 1: and as long as shes been in mine
krazykelc 1: and no one seemed to understand that
krazykelc 1: instead they all turn on me
Vanished 1 2 2 0: i understand that
krazykelc 1: all because i dont want to loose one of the best friends ive ever had and one of the ONLY few people who has always been there for me wen i mess up
Vanished 1 2 2 0: i understand kelsey
krazykelc 1: well lizzy didnt



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cocopuff

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 4:48pm

FUCK U UR DUMB!!!!! i never even tried to make it seem like it was ur falut but u told jess u were only my freind cuz of manda... and that hurts... and fuck u for thinkin that i wouldnt have tried to b ur friend cuz i tried to b ur freiend when u came in and took the one person and first person i ever loved away from me... so if u think that being nice to u throught all of that that i wasent trying to b ur friend then u have a problem.... and when we foughht in december u were the one giving up... u were the one who said i ditn want to b my friend nome all i di was try and stop u form leaving me liek holly did... cuz even in december i loved u soo much.... and then today once again u say u dont want to b my friend and im sopost to b the awful one..... tell me kelsey WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I EVER DONE TO U BUT B NICE!!??? and thats y i quit... im not gonna b friends with someone who has to fake that ther my friend or with somone who doesnt trust me even though i have never gicven them a reason not to so ill leave u with ur own words and u can tell me weither reading that sopoable comming from ur bestfriend hutrs

krazykelc 1: no but im starting to realize it now see wen lizzy and amanda met they became better friends than me and amanda and since me and amanda were still friends i sort of became friends with lizzy and the only reason ive ever been friends with lizzy is because of amanda
krazykelc 1: we were never REAL friends i was just there because i was friends with amanda


krazykelc 1: shes gone like robbie and jimmy are
SexyAngl779: lizzy is not gone kelsey ur fuckin pushing her awaykrazykelc 1: i know i am im not gonna say im notkrazykelc 1: but im not gonna keep pretend to be real friend with her any longer

so no worries i wont make u pretend to b my friend nemer cuz im all done with u

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krazykelc1

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 5:11pm

fuck u lizzy all u ever were was nice to me!?!?! bull shit WHAT WAS TODAY another nice thing you did for me?? dont even try to say i started this CAUSE U DID there was no problem til u start accusing me of shit i never said or did without eve asking me about it first so dont try and say i started this U DID and im the one whos ending it cuz im sick of it

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 5:13pm

thank you

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krazykelc1

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 5:38pm

i love how lizzy thinks its perfectly fine to yell at people when they didnt do anything wrong but then when they tell her they arent friends anymore all of a sudden lizzy did NOTHING wrong in the first place

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cocopuff

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 5:46pm

i think its pretty funny how u told jess that it was me and manda that said somehitng when it was u,..... and i think its funny that that was what i was saying but u were to buys yelling at me saying fuck u ur nto my friend to listen... all i was asking was y u said that and then couldn't admit it... and ask meg , meg told me u didnt say nnehtng to her i already knew that it was what u said to jess... so before u go and say i wong read a little better and see what i was fuckign talking about... cuz u flipped out over somehitng i didnt even say!!! and fuck u!! this is the only time i have ever said nething to u... and it was cuz u were lieing to jess wghci was gettign me yelled at for no reason... soo fuck u!! i never said i didnt do nehtign wrongf but id liek to see u go back througth this whole year and look at all the times that i could have been a bitch and i wasent... and u know damn well that u have been a cunt to me plently of times... like not believeing me or trusting me when i had done nothign to u... but i guess i should have learned in december that u didnt trust me for no reason and that it was gonna stay that way... but liek i said its not my losss.. all im loseing is somone who never cared....ur the one whoes loseing a true friend

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 6:01pm

lmao

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krazykelc1

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 6:24pm

no u just freak out over nothing and ur wrong cuz i never told jess that you or amanda said ANYTHING

CocoPuff0210: SexyAngl779: kelsey wont IM me so she has meaghan do it n kelsey was like blamoing everything on me so i busted her
CocoPuff0210: WHAT?
CocoPuff0210: shes blaming ti all on u
SexyAngl779: u know how kelsey said meg only smokes newport becasue ryan does n how she only eats beaf ramen becasue of ryan
CocoPuff0210: yea
SexyAngl779: yeah well "she never said that "


that was the only proof u ever had and nowhere in there does it say anything about u or amanda or jess or anyone and its gay how u guys try and tell me that I told meg u say stuff about her when meg even said herself that I didnt haha thats funny

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cocopuff

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 6:35pm

CAN U READ!! I GUESS NOT!!! i jsut fuckign said i knwo u didnt say nehitng to meg!!! i knew that all along!! and if thats the only thing ur gonan wine about then im not even gonna comment nemore... cuz not once did i say i said nehitng to meg... and i was told bye jess that u said that it was all me and manda... and i also told u i closed the im so i dint have it but that was as close to it as i could get.... so stop saying all this shit about how i try and say that u were talkign to meg... i fuckign already knew that and i said that liek 3000000 times... so mayb if u would calm down and read u wouldnt b soo angry.. and u wouldnt have gottne soo angry in the first place... cuz all i was saying to u was that u said it to JESS(NOT MEG) and i wanted to know y u could say what e and manda "said" but not admit to what u had said... but its opk u can understand now and mayb not b soo angry.. but u already let it slip that u were never my friend and i dont even care abotu this stupid little fight cuz thats all it was.. but then u flipped out and i found out the truth... soo goodby kelsey im not gonan commetn back in here its stupid.. cuz now i understand what u thougth i said(which was wrong) but its funny how a misunderstanding brings out the truth

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krazykelc1

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 6:39pm

shut up liz dont tell me to calm down...... whos the fucking calm one in this conversation TELL ME


SexyAngl779: why what did i do
krazykelc 1: telling everyone that i told meg you guys said shit about her
krazykelc 1: when you can even ask her i didnt
SexyAngl779: i jsut fuckin talked to fuckin meg n she told me ok fuckin relax its all settled now
krazykelc 1: good fucking bye
CocoPuff0210: fuck u kelc
krazykelc 1: SexyAngl779: u better tell kelsey to fuckin chill out
SexyAngl779: becasdue imma fuckin spaz on her ass
x we4k inside: no u shoudl chill out
x we4k inside: u guys are blamming it al on her when she didn't do anything
krazykelc 1: fuck u ur wrong
krazykelc 1: dont talk to me ever again
CocoPuff0210: i dont even care abotu that thats nto what im mad abotu.. im mad that u can admitt that u talekd shit
krazykelc 1: and im not joking this time
CocoPuff0210: FUCK U NEXT TIEM I TALK TO U ILL B IN R FACE FUCKIGN IT UOP
krazykelc 1: byee
CocoPuff0210 signed off at 1:32:14 PM.

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 7:00pm

what the hell .. ok all i said was that i remember sitting by the corner n meg leaving n we all scream i love you this was when i gave her a pack of newports .. n kelsey goes oh meg only smokes newport becasue ryans does then she goes that goes with everything else to like ramen she only eats beef ramen becasue ryan does n meg told me she ate that way b 4 she met ryan .. so what the hell are you people talking about .. jess saying this jess saying that i would love to know becasue i was pissed off at kelsey becasue it was weird how meg just randomly like hated us all so were all like KELSEY n i wasnet even there when u guys were waiting for her for hours or w.e but when i got there maybe a half hour after i hurd the story n kelsey was all complaining i guess about getting bitten how she could do this again im never making plans with her again becasue she'll just ditch me sooooooo .. i dont know what you all are talking about but thats what i hurd

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 7:07pm

n i dont know why this hole thing matters n e ways u guys are gunna end up friends n e ways so lets just drop this thing its bound to happen either way

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cocopuff

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 7:36pm

kelc god damn... that was the conversation and i got mad at u cuz u wernt listing ing to me... and u still arent CocoPuff0210: i dont even care abotu that thats nto what im mad abotu..
im mad that u can admitt that u talekd shit... thats what i said thats all i was ever saying!!!! and u think i said that u said stuff to meg i know didn't say nehting to meg homany times do i have to say that!!?? and liek i said before i dont care aboutthis this was the stupidest figth ever... and im not mad at u... im just sad that u lied about being my friend... but i guess i get over it... soo goodbye kelsey


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krazykelc1

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 7:46pm

oook we all said shit about meg cuz we were mad... its just gay how everyones trying to say I said everything that was said that day... which is def not true cause I probably said the least
and if U would fucking listen to ME u would see that I said 1,000 times to Jess that I was never UR friend and that the only reason I ever was was because I was friends with amanda but w/e I dont care ur right this a dumb fucking fight and I'm not gonna waste my time cause we all know we will talk again and even tho u were a wicked WICKED bitch to me today ill get over it

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cocopuff

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 8:10pm

no no no kelsey u dont understand.... i never blamed nehitng on u i just wanted u to admitt that u said the stuff about the ramen... and i was not a wicked wicked bitch to u today... i was telling u to admit it and u were the one to say fuck u send the proof so i can blcok u u bitch blah blah blah soo instedof u bloking me i blocked u i mde things easyer for u.... BUT STILL IM NOT MAD AT U FOR THAT!! and w/e i can forgive u for that... but i will never forgive u for telling jess im not ur friend... and no we will not talk again u said it urslef u cant talk to me liek a friend cuz i never was one to u.. well thats pretty sad cuz i treid to b ur friend and i thougth i was but i learned today it doesnt matter how much u love a person, all that does it give them more of a reason to hurt u.... sooo goodbye kelsey... im sry fer getting med at u cuz i was being blmaed for saomehitng u said and u not admitting u said it... and im sry i trued to b ur firined cuz i guess that wasnet enuf for u

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krazykelc1

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-06-04 8:28pm

i dont care im pissed cuz u blew up on me today because of something i didnt even do... and no u didnt start yelling at me because of the ramen thing u yelled at me for a totally differnet reason n then u changed it around and made some new kind of reason y u were mad and no friends dont freak out like u did today and i cant even believe u would try n say all u ever tried to do was b a friend to me after yelling and accusing me of all that shit today ive been through enough this fucking weekend i dont need ppl accusing me of 100 million different things that i didnt even do

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cocopuff

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-07-04 6:59am

no kelc thats y ur soo mad... u fucked up this weekend i had nothing to do with that, and u have a problem cuz u think everyoen is out to get u... well believe it or not im not... u can ask jess i was talking to her the whole time and she tell u that the only think i was mad at u for was the ramen thing. cuz that was the only thing u did... u told jess that u had never said it and u know u did and i wanted u to admit that it wasent jsut me and manda because meg hated me and manda when we had done the same thing as u, and i wanted to make sure that if that came up wiht meg that u could admit that u said it, but i knew u wouldnt, and u still wont.... and because u fucked up this weekend and did somehting stupid was no reason to fuckin say that we were never really friends... and u say that a friend doesnt flip out on u liek that, liek what kelc!??! i fuckign said that u need to admit u said it so that me anda manda aret the only ones gettign yelled at becasue of somehting we all said, and u flipped out sayuing i had no proff that u said it and u were the one who was freaking out i dint swear at u once till the end because u wouldnt listen to me, u flipped out cuz u wouldnt jsut calm down and read what i had said, insted u flipped out cuz u thought i said u told meg somehitng, it was never somehting u told meg, i wanted u to admit to meg if it came up that u had said it to becasue u did ask neone who was standing there, and then u said as soo as i show u proof u were going to block me... ok kelc whos the friend obv not u if u cant talk througth somehitng as stupid as this wiht ur friend, so insted of u blocking me i decited that u wernt going to try and fix it insted u were goign to run away form it so i hleped u by blocking u... so i realized u are immture and u cant b proven wrong, same thing in december, it was my falut u didnt want to b friends, yet i had done nothign to u, ok mayb today i yelled at u but thats beacuse u said things to jess thats made me and manda seem to b the only one who said somehting and u to b the angle when u had said or agreed to everythin we had talked about and thats not what a friend does, thats not beign a friend to meg either saying shit and then not being able to say that u had said it, but w/e that doesnt matter.. the fight was dumb, and the only reason it blew up liek this was becasue u didnt take the tiem to read what i was really sayin and then got mad at me for things i didnt say, i didnt blame u for 1000 million things i told u u said to jess that it wasent u who said it it was me and manda when u know u said it to, somehting as stupud as ramen, but it was jsut as stupid that u couldnt admitt it and thats was my point througth this whole thing.

and then becasue i prove my point i come to find out that i was never ur friend at all, huh kelc!? u never really liked me!? u jsut pretended to b my friend?! u only hung out wiht me so u could hang out wiht amanda?! well there u go and u try to say im the mean one??!! and im a wicked bitch!? i think not... i think the person who fakes to b somones friend for almost a year is the wicked bitch!! soo i guess thats u!! the two things i hate most are ppl who lie and fake ppl, and kelsye thats what u have become, u lied about being my firned so u could still hang out wiht amanda, useing me in a way cuz inorder for u to hang out wiht amanda u needed to hang out wiht me, so thanks for that, and being fake enuf to pretend that u liekd me when u really didnt, even thougth i have never give u a reason to not like me.. but thats ok other then that i have nothign to say to u excpt thr truth came out so u should b happy now that u dont ahve to fake it nemore, and dont worrie about the summer, cuz trust me i wont b there im nto gonann hang out wiht u when i knwo im not wanted, i can take a hint, so i hope u have a fun summer kelc without me, cuz im gonna go and become friends with the ppl i learnd really did care but got lost along the way(the boys) because i believed that u were my friend btu i was proven wrong and even througth everythign the boys have done they never were as mean as u, and i finaly realize that so think u for that, well have a nice life kelc, and mayb u migth think about what ur losing nextime u feak out over somehting that wasent even said, and mayb ull think abotu not haveing to fake beign friends with ppl and u might b nice to ppl who are always nice to u...

~lizzy

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krazykelc1

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-07-04 7:07pm

everything i just wrote got deleted so to make it short you changed wat i said to jess around and tried to make it sound like i was telling u i never liked u which was the exact oppposite of wat i said to jess and if u had read it u would have understood... i said the only reason u ever hung out with me was becuz of amanda but w/e im not gonna argue about this i dont care anymore i just dont want to ignore eachother cuz i dont feel the way that i did yesterday i just said it cuz i was mad

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cocopuff

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-07-04 7:51pm

ok well the fact that u would even think that to makes me mad... cuz i have never done nething to u kelc and u know it, and u know that when u didnt want to b my firend in december all i did was try and make it so u didnt leave me, so how u could ever think that i wasent ur friend idk cuz if i wasnet ur friend why would i have not wanted u to leave me in december... and w/e i know the fight was dumb and i dont want to ignor u, but i have to think about things, cuz even if u were mad yesterday i was soo sad and i was friggin crying my eyes out when jess sent me what u said cuz i though u were never my friend and that hurt me kelc, and im teired of being hurt by u, this is the second time u have done this to me, and i dont knwo if i can allow myslef to b friends with somone who cant even trut me, or cant even see that all i ever did was love them, cuz theres nothign more i can do to show u that and obv what i do is not enuf, and ok i was mad yesterday to but even with all my anger and sadness i never questioned our friendship till i was shown ur conversation with jess where it seemed clare to me that u were never really my friend. mayb thats not what u ment but thats what it seemed like to me... so idk i need time to think about everything before i can jsut forget this happend... so till then bye kelc

~Lizzy

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krazykelc1

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-07-04 8:45pm

ok well i can understand y u would feel that way... but i also think i had my reasons for getting upset especially when you know how easily ppl can lose all the trust I ever had in them... and when you were yelling at me like you yell at people u hate (i wont mention names) i felt like i was one of ur enemies and it made me upset so thats y i flipped out

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cocopuff

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-07-04 9:44pm

but thats the thing.. i wasnet yelling the only time i was mad was at the end cuz u didnt read what i had said u and were flipping out saying u were gonan block me... this thing wasent that big of a deal but when u were goann block me over it it pissed me off... and i understand were my last comment before i blocked u would make u mad but u werent getting the right thing, idk y but i guess u dit read it right liek how i didnt read u talkgint o jess about us not being friends right... so this whole thig was stupid and one big misunderstanding... but i nned to talk a breather not jsut form u form everything at the most for another day... u know i love u thats the only reason i got mad in the first place, its just i want to chill out for a few days cuz latley it seems liek all neone is doing is fighting with eachother and thats the last thing i want to do is figth with u guys.. so im not gonan ignor u tomorrow... i had a hard enuf tiem tryin to today, and no worries by friday everyhtign will b ok

I love u
Lizzy

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krazykelc1

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-07-04 10:00pm

thank u liz..
u have no idea how much better that makes me feel.. i didnt realize how bad i messed up until i walked in to school today and walked by the bathroom with no one there... then in english turn to talk to u and forget not to... and thats my problem i say thigns i dont mean when im mad and i dont think about dumb they really r and how much sense they dont mean but wen i woke up this morning i felt horrible because everything i said yesterday i didnt feel the same way at all today... and i didnt think this time that u would forgive me.. and you are a real friend if ur willing to put up with me when i act like this....

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cocopuff

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: im leaving a comment but im not laffing, 06-08-04 5:51pm

I love you Kelc plan and simple!!!

i jsut when througth and read all thoes comments and ther soo stupid... but u know what its just somehting we can laff at, and i mnow that we can, its easy jsut read them lol... i love u soo much!! and im sry for this whole stupid thing!!!!! I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART!!!

Majkl is back baby!!! lol

I love all u girls soo much!!!!

~Lizzy

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Anonymous

06-06-04 12:18pm

aww kelsey i love you!! i cant believe u finally got caught that must have been some scary shit! i love you tho! and im glade u and meg have decided to do better things cuz i was getting scared i dont want u guys to get hurt... i wish i was there just to go through another disaster with u haha o gosh kelsey we r like sisters i have known u the longest out of all my friends and im sorry i wasnt there to help u... i love you so much!
<3 GOOSE! OMG :( lol *katie

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